Yesterday was FABULOUS. Good day for me. One, because my paranoid bu woke me up ar 9.30am. Two, because my loves,Ratio and Jin, came over to motivate me to clean my drawers. (More like they cleaned it for me. Thank you!) And three, because my darling Erfi brought me to watch Puteri Gunung Ledang Musical.

I so sayang the 3 of you can.

Erfi should be happy, being the only man in the house with 3 girls. Wahaha. So happy.

I'll only post the pictures in my camera, Ratio's pictures will be posted in her blog. She's got lotsa crap pictures. Haha.Had to feed them before they get to work. Look how happy Ratio looks when she's eating. And Jin couldn't be bothered to look at the camera cause she was too hungry. She kept eating!
So cantik ah me. Haha, even before dressing up. Don't mind the hair-curler. I know it's pink. Didn't have any other colours in stock. Just close one eye. Haha! Ah, they were satisfied alright. Now, get to work! Haha. I lazy to rotate the picture, so you rotate your head. Haha, Jin has bunny ears which she's totally unaware of. Toot. Jin looks really drunk. Naughty girl ah. Ratio looks drunk too. That explains the face. Haha, retarded.

I look pregnant. Don't tell you who's the daddy. Haha! My skirt is not short, I'm just tall. Look what shoe Jin is wearing. Haha. Take them off lah.

I don't know why I always look good in candid shots. Yeah, showing off my million dollar smile. Wonder who's ass finger is that. Chop it off.

I love this picture. Very cute. Of course, props to the photographer, yours truly. Ratio looks like she wants to kill Erfi and Erfi is like "What you doing!". Haha. Cute.

The road looked good so I decided to take a picture of it. Alot of construction ahead. I think it's a nice shot. I rock. Haha. That durian head. One of the 3 guys actually bothered to look into my camera. Haha, I think they were shocked.
I love this picture so much! Very nice view.

That boy in the picture almost dropped his camera. Haha! You crazy butch.
There were many people in orange and red shirts outside DXO. Wonder what's it all about.
Chiobu. Couldn't resist not taking a picture of her.

My mat. Be jealous you ain't got one. Got mat?
Saw the chiobu eating chendol just before the show. Erfi took a picture of her, cause I was too shy to approach her. Haha.
The whole cast of Puteri Gunung Ledang. No photography in the theatre. Bloody Singaporeans. Haha. Dick Lee is on the right of the guy in white, in the front row, he's wearing a grey blazer over a purple shirt.

A nice plate of carrot cake for supper. Sedap. 4 bucks leh! All gone. I feel another 10kg coming my way. Bah. Erfi had mee hongkong. Imported by Fedex.
The chiobu really sucks good. She can suck it ya know. Power. Never seen that kinda power before. Sucker. Haha!

That's all for the pictures of lovely 26th November 2006. Thanks Erfi for bringing me to the musical. It was great until cannot great. Really unexpected. Lead actor was hot and can sing so well. He's British-Melayu but he speaks Malay so fluently, way better than me. Gosh, so hot I can't breathe.


Lucky butch got to see the whole cast. I went home straight after supper. I so jealous. I'll get you the soundtrack in Msia okay, if it's in stock.


I enjoyed yesterday so much! Thank you thank you Erfi!


I'm leaving tmr. Coming back next week for drama and then go Msia again. So text me on my handphone if ya guys want me get you anything.


I'm so going to miss you guys so so much. Miss Ratio, Jin, Curry, Ruby, Judd, Erfi and of course JayLo.

Haha, I love JayLo.

Muacks.


Chao.

Haha, another Yazid convo. If you haven't read the one before this, go scroll down and read. Somehow, it's link. And still as creepy as ever/ Ah!

D i z a y says:
hello bro?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what bro?
D i z a y says:
is this zakk brother
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
er no
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why would i be my brother
D i z a y says:
oh?
D i z a y says:
is this zakk?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
duh
D i z a y says:
i was talking to your bro yesterday
D i z a y says:
morning he told me you are sleeping
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
oh ok
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what time?
D i z a y says:
oh about 2 plus 3 plus am
D i z a y says:
what is your bro named
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why you wan know my bro name?
D i z a y says:
i didnt catch his name?
D i z a y says:
we chat ok?
D i z a y says:
did he send my regard to you?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
huh?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what regards
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
he never say anything
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what did you want to tell me
D i z a y says:
oh?
D i z a y says:
that you want to know
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
huh?
D i z a y says:
i admired you ok.
D i z a y says:
that what i told your bro
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
er okay
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why do you admire me, you hardly know me
D i z a y says:
yes i told your bro i saw you before and i shy to approach you and im hurt okay
D i z a y says:
im hurt cause you have so many boyfriend.
D i z a y says:
your bro told me that.
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
huh
D i z a y says:
why cant you give me a chance>
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
then why you dun want approach me
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
give you a chance to do what?
D i z a y says:
i was shy ok
D i z a y says:
when i saw you i like you
D i z a y says:
i watch you the whole time>>>>
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
where did you see me?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
are you sure it was me you saw
D i z a y says:
yes
D i z a y says:
you were sitting down drinking
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how sure are you
D i z a y says:
come on i know
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how would you know
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
so many people look alike
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
and where you saw me
D i z a y says:
you love pizza
D i z a y says:
i asked you did you love pizza?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
no
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
i dun eat pizza
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why
D i z a y says:
k
D i z a y says:
asking
D i z a y says:
ice cream?
D i z a y says:
you love ice cream?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
yah
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why
D i z a y says:
i asked only?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why would you wana know
D i z a y says:
you are sitting down there eating ice cream with some of your friends
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
you said i was drinking
D i z a y says:
yup
D i z a y says:
why?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
and then now you say i was eating ice cream?
D i z a y says:
yes
D i z a y says:
you are eating ice cream and some drinks why?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how can i be drinking and eating at the same time
D i z a y says:
i was watching above you
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
above me?
D i z a y says:
yes watching from above
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
where exactly
D i z a y says:
do you remember the place that had 6 floor
D i z a y says:
i saw at town
D i z a y says:
remember?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what 6 florr?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
*floor
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
does the building have a name
D i z a y says:
i cant remember
D i z a y says:
its starbuck you sitting there
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
with who?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how many friends were with me
D i z a y says:
ans me first?
D i z a y says:
you in the starbuck right?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
I DUNO! HOW DO I RMB!
D i z a y says:
ok
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how many friends were with me
D i z a y says:
i saw only 4.
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
whats the building name
D i z a y says:
i cant remember.
D i z a y says:
i only remember there's
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how can you not remember a building's name
D i z a y says:
i was delivery something ok
D i z a y says:
i waited for my friend
D i z a y says:
i only remember there a cinema at level six
D i z a y says:
there's a shape of half circle like a shape of a fan
D i z a y says:
ok
D i z a y says:
here;s i can remember
D i z a y says:
you friend eatinfg ice cream flurppy
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
flurppy?
D i z a y says:
you wear school uniform
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what colour my uniform
D i z a y says:
mcdonal
D i z a y says:
white
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
all white?
D i z a y says:
yes
D i z a y says:
with tide hair
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
my uniform is not all whit
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
*white
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
you got the wrong person
D i z a y says:
okay
D i z a y says:
okay
D i z a y says:
green and white happy
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
first you said all white
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
then now you say green and white
D i z a y says:
my mistake
D i z a y says:
boys all white
D i z a y says:
girls green and white
D i z a y says:
happy
D i z a y says:
now
D i z a y says:
how old is your boyfriend?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what bf
D i z a y says:
your bro said you have so many bro>
D i z a y says:
BOYFRIEND?

~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
that was before i broke up with them
D i z a y says:
what before
D i z a y says:
when you broke?
D i z a y says:
he told me you have still right now?
D i z a y says:
you having still right now.
D i z a y says:
he said.
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
no
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
i dun have any now
D i z a y says:
you have dont you zaKK?
D i z a y says:
I DONT KNOW that what your bro told me
D i z a y says:
you have a friend which is a guy age 22 year old
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
CAN YOU FUCKING STOP ASSUMING I HAVE GUY FRIENDS WHO ARE FREAKING OLD!
D i z a y says:
ZAKK

D i z a y says:
why cannot???

D i z a y says:
you afraid
D i z a y says:
you still young and sweet
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
of course im still young
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why would i be afriad
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
im not even scared of you
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
you are so desperate
D i z a y says:
why you didnt give me a chance to meet you?

~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
go get someone your age
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
ew
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
you diust me
D i z a y says:
huh?
D i z a y says:
one day zakk
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what one day
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
dream on
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
you're desperate
D i z a y says:
fine you fat cute
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
fat cute?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
whatever

This is not a Clay Aiken video.
Hmm, okay it is, I lied but it's not based on him.
Spot my husband jumping up and down.

This is a MUST watch.

Chao.

I seriously can't help it.

I love him.

My husband. Sorry can't help it. He looks really hot.

Season 2 of American Idol, Final 4.
I think Season 2 is the best.
Rachel Marie Tay Tarik, watch 4.26/

Chao.

We're getting married Clay.

Hmm, my blog has been really boring. No pictures updated. But hold up, I gota better things to show you. Another segment of my convo with Yazid on MSN! Whee. The wonders of modern technology.

But this time, I disguised as my bro. Because weirdo Yazid is chatting me up at 3am! Dammit. So yah, I'm not Zakk in the convo. I'm Zakk's bro.

I'm really freaked out by him. I don't think I'm safe anymore. Where are all my husbands? I need 24hr protection. Haha, not condom- protection ( That's another story!). Read the convo to find out why I'm not safe anymore. I should consider getting condoms to put in my bag some time soon.

Wahaha!

And ya, pardon his English. He's trying to improve okay. Haha! And his first word in the convo "dekko" probably was supposed to be "hello" or sth. Haha.

Enjoy.

D i z a y says:
dekko
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
zakk sleep already
D i z a y says:
who r u
D i z a y says:
you have a webcam
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
im her bro
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
who are you?
D i z a y says:
her friend
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how old are you?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
you boy or girl?
D i z a y says:
boy
D i z a y says:
how old ar u
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
25
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how old are you
D i z a y says:
you too only
D i z a y says:
two only sibling
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
i ask you qns then you ans me
D i z a y says:
how old is zakk anyway
D i z a y says:
me 24
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
zakk is 18
D i z a y says:
k thanks
D i z a y says:
is she working rite
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what are you saying?
D i z a y says:
is she working?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
no
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
are you working
D i z a y says:
yes part time
D i z a y says:
she yold me she working waitress
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
she used to work
D i z a y says:
then?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
quit lah
D i z a y says:
k

D i z a y is inviting you to start sending webcam. Do you want to Accept (Alt+C) or Decline (Alt+D) the invitation?

D i z a y has canceled the invitation to start sending webcam.

~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
you dun even have webcam why you want to view
D i z a y says:
oopss
D i z a y says:
wrong
D i z a y says:
click
D i z a y says:
sorry bro
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
do you like my sis. if not stop disturbing her
D i z a y says:
i do
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why do you like her
D i z a y says:
i seen her before
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
when did you see her?
D i z a y says:
past year 2005
D i z a y says:
why?
D i z a y says:
i just want to know
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how did you meet her
D i z a y says:
i saw her
D i z a y says:
admire her
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
where did you see her
D i z a y says:
town
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
which part of town?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
you mean you 2 met
D i z a y says:
no
D i z a y says:
i sae her
D i z a y says:
saw
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how sure are you that you saw her
D i z a y says:
i was working
D i z a y says:
i just want to know
D i z a y says:
you are her first bro?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
yah
D i z a y says:
she told me she had 3 siblings am i rite?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
yah
D i z a y says:
stay at woodland
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
yah
D i z a y says:
is this your account?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
no
D i z a y says:
so you using her account?
D i z a y says:
k bro?
D i z a y says:
i want to asked you?
D i z a y says:
i want to know did zakk had a bf?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
yah
D i z a y says:
u kind hearter bro can i know the truth plz
D i z a y says:
i admired her since last year
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how do you exactly know her
D i z a y says:
i met her friendster
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
have you 2 talked before
D i z a y says:
i go searched if this girl i admired
D i z a y says:
yes online
D i z a y says:
bro?
D i z a y says:
if u are kind and open
D i z a y says:
plz tell me how old is zakk bf?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
have you 2 talked, like face to face. or on the phone
D i z a y says:
no
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why not
D i z a y says:
she wont let to see me
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
do you have a picture?
D i z a y says:
she didnt give her number
D i z a y says:
no
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
probably thats why she dun want
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
she looks at pictures first before giving her number away
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
besides its dangerous to give away phone numbers online
D i z a y says:
you havent ans my question
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what qns
D i z a y says:
HOW old is zakk bf?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
she got so many bf
D i z a y says:
i mean real life?
D i z a y says:
is zakk bf late 20s
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
she has so many bf
D i z a y says:
chinese or malay
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
which bf are you talking about
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what is the name of the bf
D i z a y says:
how i know?
D i z a y says:
you said she got alot?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
then why you ask
D i z a y says:
i asked meaning in real and present bf been together always
D i z a y says:
her true love bf la
D i z a y says:
that she love?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
huh?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
she love so many of her bf
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how i know which one her true love
D i z a y says:
k
D i z a y says:
mix
D i z a y says:
bf
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
huh?
D i z a y says:
i mean
D i z a y says:
chinese or malay or tamil
D i z a y says:
that she close too?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
i duno?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
why are you asking me all this qns?
D i z a y says:
im curious k
D i z a y says:
if you wont let me to enter its okay
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
enter wha
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
*what
D i z a y says:
i understand
D i z a y says:
i know she doesnt like me
D i z a y says:
i saw her before at outside
D i z a y says:
i was shy to approach
D i z a y says:
she had a big group of her friends of girls
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
do you remember how she look like?
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
what she wearing
D i z a y says:
so i try to searched her
D i z a y says:
at friendster
D i z a y says:
every single day
D i z a y says:
and i found out at last
D i z a y says:
ok
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
how do you know its really her
D i z a y says:
i can recognise
D i z a y says:
tell her that i like her and miss her so much
D i z a y says:
named yazid
D i z a y says:
tk bro
D i z a y says:
TC
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
going off?
D i z a y says:
yes
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
ok
~~<>~~ I Am Zakk. Jaynius. ~ says:
bye
D i z a y says:
anyway i try to talked
D i z a y says:
bye

To my horrors, his MSN personal message read as :
"im heart broken and that girl that i admired isnt there to talk!!!!!!haiz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Help me.

Chao.

Drama people thought I ran away from home. First, my phone batt died, and second, my paranoid bu called teacher to ask where I was. I guess I was in no mood to pick up her calls.

Luckily, I had friends to cheer me up. I was smiling but it was hard, because I was happy I wanted to cry as well. At least they care.

Yesterday during Drama, we were supposed to channel our energy just by eye contact. And then we were supposed to scare our partners but without physical contact. Any kind of scare. Poor Melissa couldn't scare me. Sorry lah dear, I watch too much gore movies, you don't scare me. Haha, I scared her in 2 mins.

Lynette then tried to scare me. This time she leaned forward and attempted to kiss me on the lips. Haha, to her surprise, I didn't react. Of course I didn't go in for the kiss because she's got boyfriend, and then also because, I don't want to make it seem like I'm having an affair with an older woman. Wahaha.

Faris said, " Lynette it won't work. Zakiah's bisexual."

And he's right.

Sorry Faris I didn't really layan you in Drama today. I've my reasons.

Terence then told every cast member to write a paragraph regarding our character. Through any perspective. So I wrote it through my so-called brother's perspective.

Terence said my handwriting was really nice and my story was really good too. That made me happy and thanks ya. I guess it was good because it was real. I wrote it through my real brother's point of view. I write my stories through personal experience.

Then Terence gave us homework. Haha. Write another story regarding the same character but through another perspective.

Thanks Drama, you make me smile.

And Halina, yes dear, I do speak Malay. Saya orang Melayu okay.

Chao.

Wrote lines just now. Not punishment lines, but lines of words that don't matter. I was...down. I did nothing wrong and I was wrongly accused. No one trusts no one these days. I miss my friends. All I see everyday is the four walls of my house, then leave at noon, take the bus, go to school, see drama people for 3hrs, then lepak with anyone, take bus again, go home, and die.

No life this week. Bro said the lines I wrote could be lyrics. I've had enough of writing lyrics. I'm just writing things that come out of my head. And thanks for lending me your shoulder. Appreciate it, though I know I've been a pain in your arse.

At least I bought batteries for you.

Thanks a million to Rina and Jo for relieving my soul. See, I do have a soul okay.

I don't know how I really feel these days. Everything is breaking down. From drama, to my handphone, to friends and to families. God, what are you doing in Heaven? Everybody is not living life well. What's the matter God?

Can you appear in my dreams and tell me your answer? I promise I won't tell anyone what you said to me.

God, stop making me cry can? You very bad nehx.

Chao.

Had to switch to some Google account thingy to blog. Whatever it's about.

I'm suicidal. I just slit myself. No, actually I cut myself with a kitchen knife. I cut myself with a sharp kitchen knife and my thumb now has a 0.5cm long slit by the nail. It hurts ya know. The cut was pretty deep.

See, I'm a genuine suicidal kid.

Better than all you emo people out there/ I rock.

Chao.

I'm so proud of myself. Got into the class I wanted.

3J 2007.

It's gona be the last class cause no Kay class. Heard only a handful not taking Amaths, so they will be shifted to Eff class. Weird leh.

I've compiled all my new classmates' names. So scary lah. 35 people only. Only 6 taking art, including myself.

I love Jin and Erfi!

I'm gona bring a camera on the first day of school and take pictures with my new classmates. I don't know why, but I'm feeling really excited, like I wana go to school now and meet my new friends. Wahaha! Everyone take out their rifles and shoot me. But I still have one more month of holidays to go! So exciting.

Since Pri5 in Jay class. Actually, Pri school was JOY class, but still Jay what. 2007 will be my 5th year in Jay class. So proud of myself.

I give Jay a good name.

Chao.

I think Erfi called around 11 plus but I refused to pick up his call. And then I woke up at 11.45am and headed straight for the computer to access my class results. I was searching and searching and then another call came.

You know your class already?
No, you know ah?!
YOU IN JAY!
REALLY?!
AND YOU KNOW WHO'S YOUR CLASSMATE?!
HUH?! WHO?!
...
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Bloody hell, Erfi screamed so loud and I just woken up. But then I was so happy I screamed along. Wahaha.

I LOVE YOU ERFI!

We wanted to be in the same class and now there you go. We're gona be classmates for 2 years. Oh and Erfi told me the D Mats are also in the same class. Gosh.

But anyhoots, I still love Erfi!

Chao.

World Aid's Day falls on the 1st of December. And on this day, we're all reminded of how Aids is dominating the world. How dangerous it is to have unprotected sex. How many people have contracted this deadly disease. And how many people have died from it.

We're all reminded of a whole lot of things all the time. But do we really think about them? No, I don't think so because I admit I'm guilty of it as well.

So remember, use a condom.

Think about it.

Why not you just spend a few dollars on a piece of good condom and then enjoy the whole night long without having to worry, rather than making your woman pregnant and having to spend hundreds for an abortion. Or, if you are thoughtful, spend hundreds of hard-earned money which was initially your future college fees to bring up the baby and throw your studies aside. Or do both at the same time which is seriously agonising.

Worse, you might have already conracted Aids. Your baby might have too.

So think about it aight.

I've read up on a website before, that there's no such thing as safe-kissing. So yeah, before you kiss someone on the lips, make sure the kissee isn't ill or you aren't ill. Make sure you both are healthy before kissing.

I swear I didn't know kissing could also cause you to contract Aids.

I'm sorry Charis, we must stop frenching from now on. No more kissing, no more pulling my head closer to yours to kiss you early in the morning. No more, and I'm not happy.

I know it's hard, but I want to have kids in the future okay.

Chao.

I'm in Singapore now.

If you people didn't know, I went to KL on Wednesday. Headed for Kuantan on Thursday. And back in Singapore on Friday. Not much shopping done firstly because not much time left and secondly because I wasn't feeling well.

So I didn't buy anything for you people. I'm recovering right now.

I found an outfit for next Sunday. But I'm afraid it's a lil too gothic cause it's all black. Haha, I'm not a Goth, I'm a Punk. Okay? I'm going to watch a musical with my larling Erfi! It's so exciting. On a Sunday night, so romantic.

Bet you guys are jealous. Wahaha.

Oh and people who owe me money, please return to me immediately or I'll start hanging pig heads on your doors soon.

Chao.

What date is it today?

13th November 2006.

One more week till the results of our new classes are out.

Meaning,

Meet new friends! Whee! I mean, that's what pretty much school is about for students like me now.

Nah, it doesn't matter if I don't get into the same class as my favourite friends. At least, the good thing is I'm able to widen my circle of friends. Isn't that good?

Haha, this reminds me of what my Bu always tell me.

Secondary school is the time for you to study hard and also play. But not too
much! Time to make lots and lots of new friends. Boys and girls. Grow up together, study together, watch movie together, shop together and play
together.

BUT NO BOYFRIENDS AH!

Orh.

When it comes to girl-friends, of course Bu is fine with it. BUT when it comes to boy-friends. Wah, her face immediately turn black. Just like that.

So I'm not supposed to make friends with boys? Ya know, it kinda gets boring when you don't have boy-friends. Seriously, you're missing out on a whole lot of things if you don't have a boy-friend.

In a nutshell, I recommend you go make friends. Boys, girls, gays, lesbians, bapoks, pondans, pontianaks, giants, dwarves, elves, monsters, boogeymen and etc etc.

Widen your circle of friends!

Run along!

Pictures of bbq on Charis' and Jin's blog. Go check them out.

A lot of pictures couldn't be shown. Too explicit and I seriously meant it.

2J is the most horniest, slackest, fuckest, laziest and laid-back class.

We got people fucking each other every day. Seriously.

Vulgarities are hurled from one corner of the class to the other corner.

Heaven, turned upside down.

Ruby couldn't stand all the vulgarities when the guys and girls were at the chalet. The other girls excluding Zakk Gang pretty much isolated us. Heck them

See lah Ruby, who ask you go grasshopper school? They brainwashed you! And now, not a word of 'fuck' comes out from your mouth. Tsk tsk.

So saddening.

Ok, so since I'm from a horny class.

That makes me horny too.

So you guys should be horny too.

Fine lah.

Nah.

Horny now?

Er, I meant.

Happy now?

Peace and Chao.

2J still the best.

Breaking Free of HSM is first on the charts of 987 fm.

Knnbccb.

Spoil my mood.

_______________________________________________________________

Just came back from visiting. Gosh, relatives relatives. Long lost ones. I just met them this year. So many stories. I listen and listen. And I was seriously paying attention. Hmm, where should I start from. Which story should I tell?

Oh first, I need say something to someone.

Sayang, don't angry lur. I share with you the properties if I get some okay? Rest well tau! Sayang my sayang.

Kekex.

Okay, back to business. I'm summarising everything, if not, my stories will never end.

I've got relatives in Aussie. Got relatives who are professors, lawyers, doctors and what have you. Got relatives who are living life like celebrities. Got relatives on tv all the time. Got relatives who own several houses. Got relatives who own estates. Got relatives who went to jail. Got relatives who murdered people. Got relatives who got abused. Got relatives who gambled on horse races. Got relatives who own lands that cost millions now. Got relatives who are gangsters. Got relatives who are seriously bloody fucking smart. Go relatives who are idiots.

Talk about the good, bad and ugly.

There you go, that summarises it all.

And then, and then.

My grandbapak the bapak the bapak (Ya know that kinda relationship) from Palembang arerumoured to be pirates. You know, last time got trading ports here and there.

So don't provoke me, I got pirate's blood. I'm fierce horh.

Who knows, I may be related to Captain Jack Sparrow.

Haha!


Ya savvy?

I'm considering quitting the band right now. Because firstly, I hate my bro and secondly, I hate his gf. His gf is all the time there when jamming. Like wth?

She complains her bro's gf steals her bro away from her. Look at what she's doing for hell's sake. Go to hell la both of you.

I'm quitting the band.

Do you believe in magic?

Wana see some?

Behold.

Now you see,

Now you don't. Jeng jeng jeng! Still don't believe it's magic?! I show chu one more okiex.

Behold.

Now you see,

And now you don't. Jeng jeng jeng~

And there you go.

We, Zakk Gang, got powers horh! Don't play play!

I dreamt I had a dog! Like Charis', but it was black. And guess what I named it.

Doggie.

How creative right? Haha! But can't blame me, I only had like less than 5 mins to spend time with my dream dog. He was so cute. So obedient, so talented. Ah!

Mummy! I want a dog!

I mean, Mummy, can I have a dog please?

Hua hua hua!

And then, and then!

I dreamt I got into my first choice of the streaming thingy. So it's likely I won't get my first choice. Cause my dreams take like years to come through, and for a dream like that to come through, look out of your window and you can start seeing pigs fly.

For real.

Hmm.

Later have class bbq. Heard not everyone is going to be there. But what the heck. Just go there crash the party and probably see my classmates for the very last time.

Gosh, I don't want to be like everybody else. Writing tributes to every classmate, teacher and what have you. Saying how they will miss this person that person. So corny can. Obviously we would be seeing our former classmates next year right? Still in the same school what/

No need double faced what. In front of them so big shot, but later when going to a separate class, suddenly go all soft and good-hearted. Wah lao, cut the crap can.

So yeah. Evs.

I done my nails already. I already have a slight idea of what I'm going to wear. But I still haven't packed my stuff. My room is in a mess. Ah. I need Rach, Jin and Erfi to help me.

Woohoo!

My fingers hurt. Played PS2 for about 5 hours last night/morning. Slept at 4.30am. And then some inconsiderate people just had to text and call me in the morning. Purposely want to torture my life right?! Huh huh!

Idiots.

And I need to pack. I want to stop sidetracking, which is like the most impossible thing that I'm able to accomplish, but what the heck.

Oh and Erfi, you still haven't sent me the pictures! Quickie!

Muacks.

Peace and Chao