I'm fucking shagged this whole week. It's not even nearing the end and I can't even stay awake in class. My usual sleep time used to be 3 or 4 plus. I slept at 12 last night and I could barely open my eyes. Ahh! What the fuck. And my usual wake time is 5.45am but just now I woke up at 6am. Ahh! How can I still be sleepy?! Oh and Andrea's dad sent me to school. Thanks Andrea! I felt kinda good. Had drama just now. Ms Lian wasn't there. Yay! She keeps wanting an MC from me. For goodness sake, go call my laobu lah! Urgh. Why patronise me?! Idiot lah. Lunch with dear at Macs was a good one. Got to spend more time with my dear. I love my dear so much. She specially joined me for lunch! I love her! Then I met my cousins to pass him money. He damn funny lah! He's the guy obviously supposed to be the fucking early one. Irony lah! I thought he would turn up on time, but he said he was going to be abit late. Well, I thought abit meant like 5-10 mins. But no, he was 20 mins late! Haha! Anyways, during that time, talked with dear. Passed the cash to my cousin then dear and me go toilet. Then we walked to the bus stop. My cousin was still there. Talked to him for awhile. Then in the bus I waved to him. Haha! Usually when we have like big family gathering, I don't usually like say a word to him. Maybe a hi or two but this time was like, wow, we're one big family! He's 20 plus already so please don't think I have a crush on him. He has a girlfriend already! She is hot man! Haha. Then went back to school with dear. Talked more. Then on the way into the school gate, Zeng Woon was walking out then he asked me "Eh you finish already ah?" and I was like "I'm walking back INTO school lah!" Haha! He like so erm, no sense of direction? Haha! Anyways, after drama, me and dear walked out together and just drank at Day&Night. I took so long to drink lah. Sorry horh dear for making you wait. But she said never miind. I know my dear is understanding and dear, I understand how you feel ok? Don't be sad please? I love my dear. We spent like more than half an hour there then when dear left for the bus, I suddenly teared thinking of her. I kinda cried in the bus and this lady who wanted to sit next to me, she was like scanning me from like top to bottom lah. Maybe she thinks I'm mad. Idiot, then don't sit with me lah. Then I teared slightly more cause the Mother won't be joining me for dinner, again. Or was it I can't join her for dinner? Haiz. The lady still thinks I'm crazy. I went home just trying to catch some sleep. It was too hard. I was just thinking too much. Dear God, please give dear and me the strength to overcome all this. Darling cheer up alright? I love you and you know that right. Please ok? Muacks!

Ok, I'm shagged. I'm only going to update pictures of my day yesterday at Bedok Corner. Have fun aight? Peace.











The last picture is a very horrendous looking face, with forest-thick eyebrows and a pig's nose. I hear you saying the face is ugly. Well, wana know why? That's Angie! Wahaha! Serious!

Hmm, I'm double faced. I have split personalities. Yes, it's true. At school, I'm so high and all. At home, I'm just sometimes quiet and yah, lonely, to sum it all up. I have no one to high me up. To maybe laugh or just smile. Maybe the television lah but well, the feeling of being high with your best mates aren't there. Know what I'm sayin? It's just different. So yes, call me double-faced. I sincerely accept it.

Anyways, just now during lit, Ms Nah gave lecture about our newspaper report yada yada yada rubbish here and there yada yada yada and apparently Jian Xiong and Eugene kena white card cause I heard Eugene copied JX's work. How stupid! Want to copy then of course must do editing right? This concerns CA leh! Alamak! Stupid dumb fools! Then after that I decided to skip Drama. I don't know why. I just felt like it. Told Leong to tell teacher I not feeling well. Haha! Went to Bedok Corner to makan with Judd and Rach. Was waiting for Glenn then was too long so I decided to ring him up and the start of the convo went on like "Hello, Darling ah?" And Glenn replied "Yah..." And yada yada yada. I love my guy friends man! Hehe! Makes me feel so...erm, happy? Haha! Then Jovin came with taxi. He's like wah liao whey! Too much money too spend. Then Glenn was the latest. He took bus. We all talked and crapped. It was all too funny lah! Laughed until I teared man. Couldn't control lah! Every small joke will laugh. And Judd told Glenn that I talk to myself during class! Ahh! It's meant to be a secret lah! Shh! I don't want people to think I'm crazy. Haha! Then Judd asked "If you were going to die in 3 days time, what would you do?" And I replied "Sex, sex and MORE sex!" Haha! Some of you might think I', crazy. Well, I think I'm crazy so yah, great minds think alike! Haha! In the end crapped until 5 plus then decided to head home. Rach's laobu fetched her. Left the 4 of us. We took 10. Me, Glenn and Judd stopped 2 stops later to take 43. Jovin left all alone in the bus. Aww! Haha! Then we 3 crapped in bus 43. After both of them got off the bus, I closed my eyes and napped! Damn fucking tired lah I tell you! Took bus 147 and this bloody auntie thinks she is some pageant queen and decides to gelek down the bus stairs and she was bloody in my way lah cause I wanted to head upstairs because I was holding the line at the back. So I just pushed her away. Excuse me, wouldn't you do the same?! I'm tired, people behind me are tired and I know auntie also tired but please lah, everybody also want to head home right! Aiyoh!

So yah there you go. Pics are not up yet cause Rach comp got prob. Haiz. Anyways, Ima go head off right now! Chao! Muacks people!

Please come back home...

A line from Where'd You Go. Damn I love it. Anyways Ima posting about yesterday's bbq. Woke up ard 11 plus went to Sheng Shiong to get supplies. Heavy sia the things. Then went home. Had an hour break. Watched tv then play ma ps2. Went to help the Mother prepare food. Auntie Norin came. Then Clemie came like 4.45pm. The earliest. Then Jovin together with Park. So funny lah. He called then asked "Eh your house the side one with the red merc ah?" Then I was like "Yah lah!". Haha! Then Charis came. Then after that me and the Mother went to fetch Glenn, Judd and Rach. So funny lah. I was in the car screaming "RACHEL RACHEL!" And she was at the bus stop and didn't notice. Whatever lah horh. The Mother has met my friends. JENG JENG JENG! Haha. And then helped in the kitchen abit then went upstairs to my room and pillowfight. I went to bathe lah. Haha! Then the Brother came and we all started bbq. The boys and girls were engrossed with Zoey 101. Stupid bimbo show lah! Haha! After that everyone proceeded outside. I think Jovin scared of the Brother. Well, he IS big lah! Who not scared you tell me! Haha! We were like controlling our words cause the Mother was there. I told everyone to be careful. Haha! I remember saying "I'm watching you!" many many times. Especially to Clemie! Took lotsa pics man! Haha! Mostly in Rach's cam! Clemie went home first! Then Charis. The rest headed to my room to just crash my bed, play ps2 or just laze around. Haha! So many pple! In my room somemore! Ooo! Haha! Then Rach went home! Then was Judd and Glenn. Then Park and Jovin and I played ps2. Played Burnout Revenge. I tell you, if those guys are going to continue playing the game, I'd rather go die. Haha! Then in the end Park's mother called. He spoke korean! Ahh! So cute lah I tell you! But it's really nice. In the end, the Mother sent them to Downtown East take taxi. Cool lah. Park gave me his ping pong ball. I'm touched! Aww! Hehe! So tired lah. I want go now! Chao people!

And remember, I'm watching you!

My 100th post. Wow. 2 songs are playing in my head simultaneously. Where'd You Go by Fort Minor and Far Away by Nickelback. I love the new one by Fort Minor. I wonder how Jessea sang it with Fort Minor at the concert. I wana hear! Far Away is like so the nicest rock love song ever. To me lah, I don't know about you people. Just love the song. It reminds me of Andrea. Really. I cried when I heard the song. Thinking of my life and Andrea's life. Both of us are like, dying soon. Ok maybe Andrea doesn't wana die early but I don't mind leaving earth early. God's decision. I shall leave it up to him. And I was happy when Andrea waved to me just now along the Staff Room there. She showed me the OK sign and asked "OK?" and I showed her back the OK sign and said "OK!". I now wonder to myself. Am I really THAT ok? I don't know. I just feel ok when I see friends I love. After that, it seems like...shit. If only, if only...Haiz! Nvm then, everyone has their own problems. I guess God is testing us. God, why make me and my friends sad? Why? Haiz. Anyways Andrea, I love you! Muacks.

I'm really shagged this few days. School is getting on my nerves. I wonder if Ms Toh reads my blog but anyways I hate her. Freedom of speech. I shall hate anyone I hate alright. She just likes those who are smarter. WHATEVER TEACHER! Anyways, did I tell you I hate school? I didn't? Oh really?! I see. Ok Ok. I hate school! Yay! Haha! I'm now really too shagged to even remember what had happened. Just that this saturday having bbq! People who are invited please turn up. The rest not invited then too bad lah. That means I hate you! Haha! No lah. This bbq is just for fun so the Mother say only a few friends. Next time I shall organise a big bbq. Hmm, maybe not. I can't be bothered with you people anymore. Ahh! Haha! Whatever lah I want to go and rest.

And to Andrea. Stop saying sorry! You are not in the wrong! I don't hate you! I love you! Ok? We both shall cheer up and be better people ok? Muacks darling!

I APOLOGISED AND I REALLY HOPE I'M FORGIVEN AND I HOPE YOU STILL LIKE ME AS A FRIEND! I'M SORRY I DIDN'T MEANT FOR THIS TO HAPPEN. BE ANGRY AT ME IF YOU WANT TO, JUST HOPE YOU WILL CHANGE YOUR MIND! DEAR GOD MAKE MY FRIEND LIKE ME AGAIN PLEASE! I'M VERY SORRY!

After looking at Andrea's blog, I teared. I don't know. Maybe it was the song, maybe it was just the way she writes. About her life, school, friends, family and all that jazz. I just think Andrea's a really great person. I love her.

The reason I teared was because, well maybe, I was happy when you told me the truth but after that, it seemed like my mind just all jumbled up when I realise what you were saying is true. I love you because you're honest. And you know you can trust me. But yeah, I just hope I won't feel weird when I see you. I'm sad though. But I still love you, as a friend.

My bro just called and asked if The Mother was at home. I simply replied, "No and you can bring your friends home if you want to." It made me think. Why is it like that? Why did I answer him that way? Is it because I know him too well to even know his intentions even when we are on the phone? Or just that something is not right? Haiz.

The trip today to East Coast was great. I love my friends, Judd and Jovin. Thanks for spending the last day of March hols with me. I wil elaborate what happened another time alright. I need to cool down.

I'm sad.

Yes, that's Fiza and I. The pics we took in the bus! And no, we are not related though we may somehow look alike. NO! Oh and my skin looks like Cadbury Chocolate I know.

The last picture was taken to proof that I do not have a minah's fringe. I ain't a minah lah pple!

Hello! I'm gonna post about today before Fiza does. Wonder what she's gona post. Haha! She is either slping or eating right now or just lazing around. Both of us went out together just now. Wondering how I knew her? Well, she's 18 this year and we only met during drama camp last year. Cool huh? I was sec1 and she already graduate liao. Wah, cool huh? Yes, I know. Both of us are way cool! Met her in the train. Gossiping about the couple sitting in front of us. They were about 18 around here I think and the girl was wearing PINK HELLO KITTY sandals. You know like those from BUBBLEGUMMERS. Wah liao whey! I think the boy got no other people to woo so no choice choose her. Haiz. Went to PS jalan jalan. Nothing nice there so we took bus 7 to Bugis. Damn packed lah. The lady behind me I think her arm was at my ass the whole time and it was kinda like, erm, uncomfortable. Serious lah! Wth. In the end drop at Bugis. Went into Bugis Village. Walked around looking for shirts and skirts. Then this nice bapok showed us his shop. Kinda interesting lah but the shop was PINK! Ahh! Bapok is erm, gayish guy? Like very soft guy like that lah. But he was polite and nice. Hehe! In the end, Fiza brought me to the shop where have denim jeans and skirts. The auntie recognised her sia! Then they talk like old buddies like that. Haha! Auntie showed me a pair of jeans skirt new arrival I think. With green threads. Nice lah. I tried it on and wah, HOT SIA ME! Haha. The skirt was hot too lah. I tried on jeans also but my ass too big lah. In the end I bought the skirt for 25 bucks lah! CHEAP LIKE HELL LAH! Then, Fiza talk to me in malay about auntie selling her skirt for 28 bucks. I just haha then auntie was like "I understand ok!" Sth like that lah! Haha! Me and Fiza on a few of auntie's denim things. The denim dress, denim jackets and the jeans! Shall ask the brother for more money! Whee! Then find for shirt all like not interesting one. So decided to go Bugis Junction TOPSHOP. Nice lah but EX like KNN lah. Haha! Then go walk around and then we went to EDGE see see here and there. Not much interesting stuff. There was one shop do what makeover thingy then can take picture of yourself like model like that. I think I wana try. 48 bucks lah. I will go ask the mother. Then we went toilet and then I bought bubble tea. I SAW JESSICA SIM SHI YUN! She is taller than me! I don't like this. STOP GROWING LAH YOU PPLE! Urgh. I shall grow taller. Jessica turned around I also turned around. We looked at each other and smiled! Haha. Me and Fiza then decided to balik kampung. We walked like 2 bus stops before Bugis so can find sit easily! Whee! I belanja her a bottle of mineral water. See, junior so nice to senior. Learn from me. Learn the good stuff, not the bad. Aiyoh! Talked and crapped in the bus. Took a few pics. Next time I shall bring the mother's digi cam alright? Ahh! In the end we stop at SRJC bus stop and waited for our different buses. 119 came and Fiza got on and waved to me. We were parted. Ahh! Not long, bloody 113 came and I headed home.

I'm hungry now! And I love my new skirt! Thanks Fiza! Call me when you bored horh! Whee! Chao!

What is irony?

Hmm, I love school.

That's irony.

I think Pink's latest music video Stupid Girls is hot lah! Haha! She's quite pretty for a blonde. And she just rocks lah. I love her lyrics. Haha!

Let me clarify one thing to Judd and Rach. I never hold Jovin's hand lah! Ahh! No no no. I told you so many times I'm lesbian. Haha!

Oh and just an advance 2-months notice. So yah, May is a very important as said by none other then Olio the Gay (or Oreo whatever her name is!). Haha! Last day of Mid-Yr Exams falls on my birthday lah. But the next day, 11th, is marking day that means, NO BLOODY FUCKING SCHOOL! Whee! I'm excited lah. I wonder if I'm gona enjoy my birthday this year. Hmm.

And Orea (or Olio!) said her younger brother had the health check-up thingy. You know the number 1-5 where they will put what shitty puberty stage. Her brother had 1 but his friend had 5? What does it mean sia? Olio said maybe it meant as longer you-know-what. Haha! But the friend haven't voice break. Haha! And then Olio father said something like " So does it mean if you get -1, you are gay?". Haha! Funny one.

Anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST GLENN! WITH HUGS AND KISSES! MUACKS MUACKS! YOU'LL GET YOUR GIFT AND KISS FROM ME ON MONDAY ALRIGHT! HEHE!

Just a random post. The MSN convo between me and someone. Shall keep the person anonymous. And yes, the person is a HE. Haha! I love you that someone! Some parts are cut and edited cause too long or I just felt like cutting them.

~~<<>~~says:
u bday coming...what u want....except mp3
says:
perfume , wallet ( small) , mafia book , any evil-like stuffs like key chains or book ( u can find it at far east plaza at fourth storey near the lift or 3rd storey) , a small replica of a sword
~<<>~~ says:
aiyah i give u hug n kiss can alrdi lah
says:
yeah can
says:
blanja me wayang ke
says:
haha
~<<>~~ says:
AHH!!!
~~<<>~~ says:
GOOD GOOD!!!
says:
kekekek
~~<<>~~ says:
GO WATCH MOVIE CAN LAH
says:
haha kk i wanna sleep
says:
nites
~~<<>~~ says:
alright
~~<<>~~ says:
nights!
~~<<>~~ says:
MUACKS!
says:
well u noe ryt i luv u so i no nid to say everyday k
says:
hahaha
~~<<>~~ says:
love you too!
~~<<>~~ says:
u serious u love me meh...haha...
says:
y
~~<<>~~ says:
ask only mah..
says:
if i dun love u da lama i throw u away in rubbish bin
~~<<>~~ says:
awww.
~~<<>~~ says:
so sweet
says:
im swit i noe
says:
y u ask
says:
wanna be my gf ah
says:
hahaha
~~<<>~~ says:
nah
~~<<>~~ says:
im lesbian...
says:
i noe
~~<<>~~ says:
know then still ask
says:
nola u not lesbian la pls
~~<<>~~ says:
haha
~~<<>~~ says:
i prefer being les then having a bf
says:
kewl
~~<<>~~ says:
but if the boy is nice then why not...
says:
ok when u boring of being a lesbo u tell me
~~<<>~~ says:
haha
~~<<>~~ says:
i can switch anytime if u wan me to
says:
ouh i tot u say u prefer being a les
says:
ermm
~~<<>~~ says:
yeah
~~<<>~~ says:
but im not looking for girls right now
~~<<>~~ says:
and there are more guys in this world right now
says:
lols
says:
no there r more girls
says:
but arrogant girls
says:
haiz
says:
wat to do
~~<<>~~ says:
yeah lorh
~~<<>~~ says:
im the nicest girl in this world...
says:
yeah act its true
~~<<>~~ says:
TRUE WHAT!
says:
i noe sumting u're so adorable i juz want to keep u in a box and seal and dont open
says:
hahaha
~~<<>~~ says:
awww
~~<<>~~ says:
really meh,,,
~~<<>~~ says:
sound so fake
says:
noa tt the most sincere thing i ever told you
says:
hahahaha
~~<<>~~ says:
really meh...
~~<<>~~ says:
haha
says:
yeah
says:
serious
says:
no i shall take my leave ok darling
~~<<>~~ says:
awww!
~~<<>~~ says:
haha
~~<<>~~ says:
ok ok lah
~~<<>~~ says:
dun disturb u alrdi lah
says:
not disturbing la darling
~~<<>~~ says:
sorry lorh
says:
kekekeke
~~<<>~~ says:
hehe
says:
noe wat dun get a bf yet ok
says:
aahahaha
~~<<>~~ says:
haha
~~<<>~~ says:
alright
says:
if u have, i will kill him cos he stole my precious
says:
hehe
~~<<>~~ says:
haha
~~<<>~~ says:
aww
~~<<>~~ says:
dun kill pple lah
says:
ala
~~<<>~~ says:
might be a her...
~~<<>~~ says:
u duno mah
says:
i want to
~~<<>~~ says:
crazy
says:
gila u
~~<<>~~says:
u go jail then u know
~~<<>~~ says:
i not gila
~~<<>~~ says:
HAHA
says:
ok la later i go jail u miss me ryt
says:
hahaa
~~<<>~~ says:
yah lorh!
~~<<>~~ says:
then must visit u cause u will miss me
says:
i noe
says:
ouh pls
~~<<>~~ says:
what
says:
our love story will continue on
says:
hahaha
~~<<>~~ says:
haha!!!
~~<<>~~says:
let it continue then
says:
yeah cos its so nice

These are all the pictures. I'm at my cousin's place right now so I gota clear all my pics in the comp! So there you go. From cine's LJS pics to taping my skirt in the bus pics to completely random pics! Enjoy. I think the 1st pic is damn bloody cute lah!

That's all folks! No more! I'm tired, hungry and smelly. I want to eat and bathe. Not at the same time lah duh! Bye!

Some photos I promised you guys from the other day's outing to cine for movie together with Rach, Judd, Park and Jovin. No, I'm lesbian so that means Jovin is not my boyfriend. Thank you very much for your concern.

The last picture definitely proofs to you that I'm lesbian. So, there you go! Enjoy!