First of all, my right index and middler finger tips are blistered. Thanks. To. Art. Well, actually partly my fault also. Who knew what I was doing was going to cause me blisters.

I told my mother about it because I was having difficulty writing and she asked what I was doing.

M: Were you shading?
Z: No, rubbing.
M: Rubbing paper?!
Z: Crayons on paper lur.
M: WAH, SO SHIONG AH?! *Shiong is fierce in Chinese.
Z: Art whut. -___-

Anyway, today is Haha's birthday! Happy sweet 16 B. Love you always.

And being the loving and romantic B that I am to my B, I got the whole class to sing a birthday song for her. Well, I have to actually thank Mdm Rozy for making it possible because my class has this thing whereby whenever we greet Mdm Rozy, we'll sing a birthday song for her, every lesson, WITHOUT FAIL. Don't ask me why, we just do. And lucky enough, there was Mdm Rozy's lesson today.

So hurray to me. I'm so awesome and of course the whole class was awesome to for participating.

It almost didn't work cause the minute teacher stepped into class, she was all ready to hand out worksheets to everyone. That was when Chee stepped in.

C: Cher! We haven't greet you yet!
T: Tsk, okay. Good morning class!
4J : GOOD MORNING MDM ROZY-LA-WA-TI! *Birthday song starts.

Yes! We managed to surprise Haha. She said she was surprised. So I guess it was successful! Whoo. Thanks guy for making this possible.



I love you and your insanity B.

Sadly, after school, I got bullied by my friends, including the birthday girl. My shoes were drenched in the morning so I was barefeet for almost the whole day in school. I left my shoes at my table while I was at the board writing a birthday message for the birthday girl.

Jin, Naz and Haha had to fucking hide my shoes and made me walk everywhere barefeet to find them. Grrrrrr. Hehehe, cute people. I saw Clarence and called out to him to help me but he just stood there and smiled his extremely smile which was to die for. However, I didn't have any time to waste so I ran past him and ran after Haha. I even had to chase Haha until the back of the A-D block where I actually stopped for awhile to talk to Jerry&Gary. I even had to threaten to kill people like ET to get my shoes back. Hehe, sorry if I accidentally strangled you a bit too hard, who ask you to be so skinny.

Damn you, birthday girl. But I still love you.

Oh well, I finally left for home with my shoes on but with a plaster on my blistered feet. My shoes apparently aren't seasoned yet, so they caused the blisters when I was sockless. Sounds confusing I know, my bad.

So yeah, that's just about what I want to update today. My fingers still got blisters and they aren't shrinking anytime soon ya know. I have to rest my fingers now, or maybe later. Whoo.

Have a great weekend everyone.

Chao.

I really feel like killing myself now.

Just a quick update.

I'm thinking of turning butch next year. However, Alisha thinks I should remain bi, more options she say and that I do agree with her.

But I really want short hair. With all the spiky things here and there. I think it'd be really fun to experiment with different hairstyles.

But then again, I'm just thinking about it. I'm not concrete about it yet so stop overreacting alright. The world isn't going to end.

This phase (if I decide to go along with it) shall only be temporary. Let's just call it experimental, how's that?

I can't wait to dye my hair. I seriously need to touch up my hair colour. The icky black roots are showing already. Urgh.

Soooooo. That's about it I guess.

Good night and good fright.

Stay in school kids.

Chao.

Today, I went to school. *Applause.

Something crazy happened today during class.

It was Physics lesson in the lab. Jin sat beside me and we were sitting barely 2 metres from the front so our movements were pretty much visible to the teacher in front.

We were going through answers for the practical test we did and teacher asked the whole class a question (with regards to the question that teacher was going through of course).

Thinking that I sat pretty close to teacher and know the obvious answer, I answered teacher's question confidently. Sitting so close to the teacher, obviously she'd hear my answer right. But nooooooo, she didn't. She only pays attention to me when I'm busy chit-chatting with Jin. She never pays attention when I say out the right answers.

T: How do you measure mass?
Z: Electronic balance..
T: What?! (I thought she couldn't hear me)
Z: ELECTRONIC BALANCE!
T: WRONG!
Z&J: HUH?!
T: The answer is ELECTRONIC BALANCE!
Z&J: O_O! WTFCDEFBAG.

Imagine our frustrations. Goodness.

Chao.

B, I love you forever and ever. Never let me go?

Click to enlarge.

Pay attention to the nickname of the other person, not mine.

B, please remember your BALLOON starts at 12.30pm tomorrow okay. BE EARLY OR DIE. says:
nah
B, please remember your BALLOON starts at 12.30pm tomorrow okay. BE EARLY OR DIE. says:
dedicated to you

If you don't really know what it means, check out the previous post. It should help you a bit to understand.

Chao.

This morning before my mum left the house, she came into my room at 7am.

I was still sleeping at that time. My Art paper started at 10am so it was okay for me to wake up later but I forgot to tell my mum about it.

She was shocked to see me still lying on my bed and almost screamed, "DON'T YOU HAVE EXAMS TODAY?! WHY AREN'T YOU UP YET?!"

Just then, I think I was just having a dream about parties and balloons and what not. So I replied.

"MY BALLOON STARTS AT 10 TODAY!"

"OH NO. MY EXAM STARTS AT 10 LA!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Okay it's meant to be funny. Laugh.

Chao.

Everybody's gona love today.

And I did.

I thought the science paper was a breeze. 40 mcq questions to be done in 1 hour and all I required was half an hour to complete everything. Checked for a few minutes because the teachers were endlessly walking about and making a lot of noise with their heels. Grrrr.

Then, I fell asleep. Brandon said the paper was quite hard but I thought it was okay. Minus all my wrong answers, that is. Hahaha.

School ended. Jin, Pimp and I made our way to the bus stop and I forced them to wait with me while I tried to hail a cab. They decided to leave me alone and take the bus, and lo and behold, I managed to hail a cab. Whoo, I'm good.

Super long cab ride and I was feeling so foreign. I've been a north-east girl ever since I was born, and now I'm making my way into the wilderness of the west side. Now, that's scary shit know. People do actually look different in the west side of Singapore. Seriously.

Cab driver didn't really know where I wanted to drop but we finally found the place. And he insisted that the place I mentioned didn't exist. Grrr. Met Lion (I ain't putting names here, some people do actually read my blog and it's dangeroussssss!) and hung out with him.

Guess what. I watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall. Whoo. And it's M18 yo. There were a lot of fucks and fucks. People fucking and people saying fuck. Gettit? Never mind. It's a funny show and the brunette from That 70's Show in is the movie too. I recommend you guys to watch it if you really want to. Hehehe.

Continued hanging out. Got high on *beep and did a lot of stupid things. No, I wasn't referring to sex just in case you had that thought in mind.

Then, I had to open my mouth and say things. Lion blamed me for having premonitions because the next thing we knew, daddy was on the way home. Hahaha. He thinks I'm a curse or something. But I just told him I'm a girl and girls' instincts work pretty well.

It came to a point that whenever he told me something that I didn't want to hear, I'd use my "premonitions" to threaten him. Yeah and I walked around without my glasses because the right lens came off again. And this time the screw too. Sick shit.

After lepak-ing more, we had to part. Lion had to attend to some family matters and I had to meet another friend. And Lion was asking me for ideas (more of spinning lies) on how to tell daddy why he was late for the "family matter". Later on when I was in the cab, Lion called to say my lie idea worked. Whoo, kudos to me.

Ahh, it was all so fun and exciting until we parted. I was sad. Grrrr. What happened next made me totally totally totally angry and pissed. I felt like slashing my wrists and jumping down a building.

Damn you fucker.

Oh well. I love today until afternoon. After that .. I don't even want to talk about it.

Hope you have a great day ahead, or night.

Chao.

I'm getting married to him.

Chao.

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I'm really bored. I've been sick for the past few days and I'm recovering and I'm so happy! Why?

Because tomorrow I'll be heading over to Malaysia to see my grandmother. It's her birthday on Sunday and she's 61! Omg. I just realised my age is just the opposite of hers. 16 and 61. She's one amazing grandmother I tell you. No doubt about that.

I haven't bought her a gift yet because I'm running out of cash thanks to mum's birthday last month. Sorry grandmother, I hope you don't mind. Hehehehe.

I know the Prelims are still going on but what the heck. Grandmother owns Prelims anytime, anyday, anyplace. For real man.

Okay I'm going to upload some pictures now. I took them the other time I was watching tv. I suggest if you just had something to eat, turn away from the computer right now. What you're about to see is really, really explicit and certainly not for the faint-hearted. Here goes..

















I told you so. Don't ask me why it I was watching that okay. I was only behind the camera lens for as long as I could remember.

Chao.

I just busted my savings account, again.

Ever since few years back, I paid for half of my mother's birthday gift which was a freaking flute (yes, my mother is/was a flautist), which wasn't cheap okay, coming from freaking Yamaha.

The next year, I bought her a Guess watch which seriously wasn't any cheap too. Of course as a birthday gift. And from then on, I told myself to stop spending so much on her birthday gifts anymore. And instead of buying her one expensive gift for her birthday which happens to happen every freaking year, I buy for her a few mini-gifts. Ya know what I'm saying?

Anyway, let's just cut to the chase. I just spent close to half of my life's savings which isn't a lot to begin with, on this.

(I took this picture from the web so the thing above is not mine, but someone else's. Get it?)

Yes, I bought a Nikon D40. Why, you ask? Seriously, I don't know. But I guess it was one impulse? And ya know how much I hate myself for being a very impulsive person.

I dragged my mother to go the Comex 2008 which was being held at at the Suntec Convention Centre last weekend and hell was it freaking packed. You would think that the last day, it'd be less crowded. Boy was I so wrong. Well, somehow half my mind was telling me that it would be extremely packed the last day because well, every stall will be slashing prices like mad to clear their stock, right?

It's a DSLR camera so obviously it's expensive. And DSLR stands for Digital Single-Lens Reflex. IT WAS SELLING FOR $200 LESS THAN ITS USUAL PRICE! I checked the Nikon website and it was selling for $998, so if you really want to know how much I bought it for, you do the Math, alright?

I made an agreement with my mother. Okay, more of a death sentence to tell you the truth. Lots of conditions and rules and what not and yes, I offered to pay the whole price using my savings but she offered to pay SOME and SOME only. Phew, was I glad. Hehe.

I paid like about 60% of it which is really a lot and yes lots of freebies came along with it. Well, camera-related freebies of course. There was a free "Nikon Bag" also and silly me, I happily thought it was a bag for the camera. Turns out, it was like a normal sling bag. Grrrrrrrrrr.

BUT THANKS TO JILL'S GRANDFATHER'S CAMERA SHOP THE SUN SHINES AGAIN, I GOT A SIMPLE BUT AWESOME CAMERA BAG! WHOOOOOOOOOO! SO NOW I CAN BRING AROUND MY D40 AND SHOW IT OFF TO THE WORLD! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Hehehe, I purposely made that big so Ms Koh (HAHAHAHA Mrs C Lau used to call you that!) can see how happy I am. Ooh, I met Mrs Koh at the shop too. And now I realise from where Jill inherited her looks from. Cause believe it or not, I used to think she was adopted. Last time, she didn't even look like any of her family members. To me that is. Not her sister, father or mother. Hahahaha. I can sense that "-____-" look once Jill reads this. Right?

So life is wonderful now. I've got my first ever camera and it's amazing. I bet Radya's really jealous right now. His mother for him an Olympus but I'm so sure he wanted a Nikon. Hehe. That day I called him wanted to meet him for awhile to "show off" my SLR and he was like "All the more you shouldn't come here now..." I'm sorry Radya. One day, I'll rub it in your face okay. Wheee.

Anyhoo, lemme show you some pictures that I've taken over the past week. Alright?

Say hi to my SLR, which has yet to be named. Suggestions anyone?

Call Jack Woo now. Eh free advertising leh, Jack? Do I get commision? Erm, how do I spell commision? Is it right? Hi Jack, whoever you are.

Some dried leaves in the bin. Cool, no?

My ceiling fan. The room was brightly-lit but somehow, this effect came about.

Do you like yellow and wet flowers? Hmm.

How about pink ones that come in groups?

How about this nameless one?

Alright, there are a few other good ones but I'm too lazy to go upload them onto blogspot. It's such a hassle ya know. So guys, I'll leave you to one last one how about that? Enjoy.

And I don't smoke.

Chao.

Last Friday night was well spent with great company.

It all started with Fi coming over to my place first to watch me get prepared. And then we made our way to crowded City Hall and decided to take the nearest exit.

Headed to Penin to chill with the dudes from Ink by Finch. They're awesome people, with a tad little too much of horniness. Other than that, they're nice.

Met up with Justin, Liy, Rad, Zhen Wei with few of his friends at the Esplanade. Then, Fi and I were reunited again with Benji and this time, he brought a friend, whom I shall call Rahrah.

First night of the Baybeats. I didn't know what to expect at first. Ya know, with local bands and all. I ain't a big fan and they all sound the same to me.

Oh well, I sat with Benji and Rahrah and tried to make the best out of the live music. I must say, they are relatively a-okay to me. Not my cup of bacardi.

Moving on, Benji, Rahrah, Fi and I decided to leave to scout for a nice place to hang around and we ended up at Clarke Quay. Again.

Finally we settled down and proceeded to our get-high moments and made complete fools of ourselves. Made noise, jumped about, joked around and offended people on the way. My sincere apologies okay. I didn't mean to hurl expletives at you. Hahahaha.

Okay to cut the story short (because I hate it when I rattle on and on), I got home at 1am. My mum was home so yes, I was reprimanded and being in the shagged state I was, I just nodded my way through her lectures and went to bed.

So before the 4 of us parted, we took pictures. Blurry ones cause it was so dark and camera phones are so passe. Right? Unfortch, Rahrah already left when Benji whipped out his handphone to take pictures. Disclaimer, the pictures are really dark.

Alrighty, I hope this post keeps you entertained for the time being. If not, go study for your upcoming exams alright. Remember, your future lies in your own 2 hands. Savour it well or else..

Chao.