Specially to Erfi and Fiany, go visit this blog.
And all those kawaii people also go check it out.

http://joel-wei-lovers.blogspot.com/

Enjoy.

Full name: Zakiah Sulaiman.
Name backwards: Namialus Haikaz.
Meaning of the name: Intellligent&Pretty.
Nickname: Zakk, Zaki, Zed, Zak, Sapiah, MeiYou.
Screen name: Zakk.
Date of birth: 10 May 1992.
Place of birth: Singapore; KK Hospital.
Nationality :Singaporean.
Current location: My bro's room.
Star sign: Taurus.
Religion: Muslim
Height: 165 cm.
Weight: Don't want. I veh shy nehx. Right.
Shoe size: 7-9.
Hair colour: Black with a dash of brown and red.
Eye colour: Black.
Who do you think you look like: Rockstar-in-the-making.
Lefty or righty: Righty.
Gay, straight, bi or others: Gay.
Best friends: Zakk!, Jay, Rational, Curry, Pie, Swee Geek, Erfi!, Gills, Mitch, Olio&Ice.
Best friends you trust most: Jay, Rational, Curry, Pie, Swee Geek, Erfi!&Ice.
Favourite pals: Jo, Rational, Curry, Pie, Geek, Erfi!&Ice.
Best friend of opposite sex: Erfi, my sayang.
Best buddies: Wa lao, knn. Must say so many times meh? Eff you lah.
Boyfriend or girlfriend: Girlfriend.
Crush: Got girlfriend, how to have crush?
Parents: Crazy Laobu.
Worst enemy: Jeng Jeng Jeng. No one. Nobody to hate when everyone loves you.
Favourite online guy: Erfi!
Favourite online gal: Jay!.
Craziest friend: Tough one, it probably has to be erm, Rational.
Advice friend: Jay. No one advices me.
Loudest friend: I'm the loudest lah deng.
Person you cry with: Zakk.
Any sisters: Kosong.
Any brothers: 1.
Any pets: Dinosaur under my bed.
Any disease: No.
Pager: Last time.
Personal line: Yes.
Phone: Siemens M65.
Lava lamp: Nah.
Pool or hot tub: Pool.
A car: Nissan Silvia/Skyline.
Your personality: Double-faced.
Room: Like a Bimbo's.
What's missing: Fav-est Ex-Wallet.
School: Tanjong Katong Secondary.
Relationship with parents: Sayang Laobu.
Believe in yourself: Why not.
Believe in love at first sight: No.
Good listener: Probably.
Get along with parents: Can tahan.
Save email conversations: No.
Pray: All the time.
Believe in reincarnation: No.
Make fun of people: Duh.
Talk on the phone: Yeah.
Want to get married: To Vin Diesel.
Like to drive: A private jet.
Motion sickness: A bit.
Eat stem of broccoli: Yes!.
Eat chicken with fork: Sometimes.
Dream in colour: Yes.
Type with your fingers on home role: Yes.
Sleep with stuffed animals: Yes.
Next to you: Beautiful guardian angels.
On the walls of your room: Blue paint.
On your mousepad: Ain't got one.
Dream car: Nissan Silvia/Skyline OR Merc SLK Convertible.
Dream date: Makin' out with him/her at a Rock concert.
Dream honeymoon spot: Hawaii.
Dream wife/husband: Hot, talented, rich, honest and trustworthy.
Bedtime: Average would be 12am.
Under my bed: Boxes of junk.
Single most important question: Gahmen, can we burn down our schools?
Bad time of the day: Noon.
Your worst fear: God.
The weather is: Chillin'.
Time: 00.05AM.
Date: 30 September 2006.
Best trick did on someone: Putting lotsa Vicks in Bimbo's pencilbox (Rmb Jay?).
Theme song: Stars Are Blind.
Hardest things about growing up: Hormones.
Silliest thing you have done: Kissed an unknown person's car in the rain. Not really silly though.
Most desperate thing you have ever done to an opposite sex: Watching his every move.
Worst feeling: Rejection and failure.
Best feeling in the world: Aceeptance.
8 people to do this: Curry, Ruby!, Pie, Gills, Ice, Andrea, Mitch&Glor.

Peace ya'all.

AH, today was great. Reached home at 9pm.

Best puasa buka-ing EVER!

Somehow wanted school to end quickly and exams to fly past with a snap. But no, they ain't coming true la deng. Maths lesson was bloody draggy, I nearly fell asleep. Somehow, Mrs Khairul was not in the mood today. I guess it's the guys and cheenas in cahoots, to bring Mrs Khairul down or sth. She's fasting for goodness sake, give her a break la.

I was a good girl. I listened but somehow my eyes started flickering and had to rest my head upon the table. Too tired. 1 whole hour of maths on a Friday. Had maths tuition later on somemore, with a group of 5 other girls. From KC. Erfi was very, VERY vulnerable. Haha!

Tuition was rather interesting. Laughed really hard, my stomach hurt as if I had done a million crunches simultaneously. Tears rolled down, not surprisingly. We were crazy. And that was the time, I realised my ___ was really luminous. It stood out from the purest of pure white blouse of mine. Don't blame me! It's orange lah. Didn't know Erfi, Leong and Athena were crazy over me and my luminously outstanding ___. Haha/

Erfi and I watched pieces of tissue float aimlesslyfrom the 10th storey towards the ground. Hard to believe, we were really amused by them. So gentle, so calm, so peaceful.

Haha!

B**** and B**** walked to the bus interchange together. Tay Tarik left us for her laobu. Boohoo. The 2 Bs were still debating on where we should eat for dinner. Ended up in the library, flipping through cook books and still thinking on what we should have for dinner. Haha, we were fasting and still insisted on browsing through cook books. The pictures were lovely. I almost felt like tearing off the beautiful pictures and just eating them. Haha!

Oh yah, there was a group of mats in the library looking at books too. Hmm, I wonder why. Probably they were also on the path of receiving enlightenment, so they decided to do good things, like erm, read? Instead of smoking at staircases with your uniforms on, or showing off your latest minah girlfriend and bragging on how good she is in bed. Or stuff to that relation.

Diggin'?

We ended our fast with a simple meal at Cavana's. Thanks pak cik for telling us it was time. Manyak manyak thank you.

B* help me eat my carrots and potatoes and he also helped me put away the green peas. So romantic right? In return, I demanded for his order to be sent immediately. Oh and he took utensils and chilli sauce for me too. And he finished my rice for me, and in return I took his beef. Oh, and I also allowed him to eat CHEESE sausages in front of my face.

I can't take cheese. Brings back real horrid memories of that fateful mean on board an air plane heading toward Australia. Shan't elaborate though, I probably already told the story a million times. B* assumes I'm lactose intolerant. I take milk but not all the time. I eat ice cream, so all the time. Maybe just cheese intolerant? Neh mind, later I go clarify. Haha. I'm so nice.

We shared a WHOLE lotsa stories. From cats to fish to Nah to OM to lots lots more. Practically laughed like I ruled the world. Sth like that. Haha. Damn best ah. Sorta like a bonding session. A real fruitful session. Haha, yeah right. So sentimental meh?

B* eats really fast. We had Yakun after that for dessert. Hard to believe, B* never had pepper in his soft-boiled eggs before. I thought everyone does that. Gosh. Thanks to yours truly, he did added some. We exchanged ideas on how to consume our eggs with lotsa feel and satisfaction. Haha, talk about breaking fast. Too interesting ler bah. Sorta in an adventurous way.

Walked around for awhile, bought ear-rings. And B* proceeded to buying his CHEESE sausages. Gash, cheese CHEESE cheese is always on his mind.

Headed to Control Station to top up my card. On the way out, guess who I saw. Mr Muhd! And his taller than him, wife. Somehow, he was smiling. Guess he didn't realised us. We were still in our uniform at White Sands at 8plus lah. The best part of our whole Friday, Bubble tea! I donated $1.20 to B*'s pocket to pay for my Bubble tea.

Ordered my usual Strawberry Milk Tea. Was wondering what B* was doing, he didn't order but instead he was fiddling with his bag or sth. I was waiting for him to take out $1.20 from his pocket to pass to me. So I didn't know what overcame me, I proceeded to ty take out the coins from his full pocket.

Somehow, it felt really REALLY wrong. And then I was like "What the hell am I doing?!" And in my mind was, "I just publicly harassed my good friend. Oh the horrors!". I immediately withdrew my hands and along came out a few coins in my hands. We both were totally speechless for 2 seconds, trying to figure out what just happened. We literally stared at each other for a second and screamed.

Followed by "Oh my god!". Lotsa them.

I bloody stuck my hand into his pocket without his permission and behind that pocket was his very erm, chest. He claimed I was touching his nipples. Ah, too overwhelming too take in everything man. Too much info. My lips are sealed now.

He then ordered his Lychee Ice Blended. We were just too shell-shocked to react properly.

Sadly, we parted. As usual, reminiscing about the day's events in the bus, I smiled and laughed too myself. Again.

Goodness. Why, Zakk?

Why.

I love Justice League. Can't believe TK people don't watch. Tsk tsk, not sporting man. But anyways, I love Justice League. It's interesting how Flash destroy Lex Luthor. Must go watch. Just hope Cartoon Network stop repeating episodes.

I also love Pokemon. Been watching for 2 Saturdays on Kids Central. Realised I missed out on A WHOLE LOT of Pokemons. I don't look like a Pokemon fanatic, I know. Haha, I love Pikachu and Squirtle and somemore somemore I forget their names liao. Haha.

Haha, cartoon rocks lah. For those who have deprived childhoods and don't watch cartoons like ehem coughSweecoughGeekcough, too bad for you. I feel so sorry for you.

Just a short post lah, too keep you all updated because I don't people coming to me and complaining I never blog.

I'm receivin' enlightment, be afraid. Be very afraid.


*#\\__Kawaii__//* NehxXx.

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine/

Peace/

I wonder why people are complaining I never blog, it's my blog la knn. I blog, or neh blog, your business meh? Damn kaypo lorh. Wth.

Haha. Pms la.

I realised I missed out on so much blogging when I read Butch's blog. Sorry nehx. Oh and Butch, please refrain from putting my full name on your blog can? I very shy one leh.

To butch, about the maths worksheets thingy, you're welcome and you almost gave me heart attack. You rmb the dinosaur sticker thing, when you spoke Malay, Rach spoke Chinese. The reason I laughed for no reason was because both of you had stickers on your back and you both didn't realised you kena backstabbed by each other! Haha, that's I couldn't concentrate on my maths work. You 2 toots. But still lup chu 2x/

Went to Astrid's house last Friday after tuition. I forgot bring my tuition fees and then don't know why, Tay Tarik and Butch also forget to pay. Sucka! Tay Tarik left after tuition to go home and study. Yeah I believe, haha! Astrid's house was bloody best lah. Rifat bought bubble tea for me and Butch (I think). Pearl Milk Tea! Could see Butch's face lighting up. He's crazy over Pearl Milk Tea thanks to mua.

Astrid's dress was so pretty. She herself also pretty! Like me, haha! Astrid, if you're reading this or not (Someone go tell her), I want you help me do my hair for Prom '08 can? I always do until hand pain ler. Hehe. Your house nice la. Nice view, nice sink for Faggot to wash his hair, nice toilet bowl somemore. Haha!

Must go your house more often, can interact with you ma. Socialise more. Then together, we put eyeliner all over Faggot's face and make him look like some retarded cat or something. Haha! Put spray all over his hair. Oh yah, thanks for the ride to the interchange. Thank you Astrid Daddy! Sayang banyak banyak. Hehe, siao.

There's a stupid mosquito flying around biting me. I too sweet man. Tsk, go away mosquito. I need my blood horh.

Anyways, thanks to Butch, "Stars Are Blind" is my latest theme song. He disregarded the song for "Everytime We Touch". Crazy him and Fiany sing all day. So, I take "Stars Are Blind" and made it my own. So, no one and I mean NO ONE is allowed to take the song away from me! Whoo!

Even the gods are crazy,
even though the stars are blind,
if you show me real love baby,
I'll show you mine...

I tell you, I like so lurve tt song okiex!

Oh yah, Judd wants me to blog about her. She's another faggot lah. On Friday, because of her, Ms Nah sidetracked lah!

Nah: Why you not going to take Literature next year?
Judd: ... Er, hard to score...
Nah: (In high pitch tone), You can't say that! Bla bla bla, bla bla bla...

Wah lao, I was looking forward to getting my essays marked and because of Judd's bloody toot reply, Nah kena distracted and almost didn't complete going through the essay answers. Wth right.

And Judd wants me to put her face on my blog. Kay-poh-chee mia makcik. So susah mia budak. Not sure if the pictures will come out too. Aiyah, when got more time, I post lah horh. Sorry makcik. Credits to you anywayx. Teng you manyak manyak.

Aiyah, when my memory freshens up when I have my dinner then I post ok. Now cannot. Want to go study le. Hua hua hua!

Rui En can't sing for nuts. And why she copy Denise Keller's hair style?

On MTV, Denise Keller was at the Red Carpet of the VMAs 06 and she was asking Tyrese and Method Man qns and they interrupted and said stuff like

" You got nice hair, you got a nice face too. Ooh, your lips are nice"

Haha, she was grinning really wildy man. I would too if pro-rappers said that about me.

I'm off to play Sims2, it rocks. Don't really need expansion pack for this, you already can kiss and make out with other Sims.

Chao!

Forgot to blog on Friday's PE.

It was slightly drizzling so teacher say take height/weight then can play whatever you want.

It was a good thing 2J PE period same as 2D. Decided to play Badminton. Made Rach tip-top with me to the rackets. Then I saw Erfi and Pat-rick playing so I went to spoil their game.

So it was Zakk Gang Vs a handful of 2D people. Damn fun lah. In my group was Charis, Erwin (Sh-Erwin), Jin and Fiany. Erfi group was Judd, Rach Pat-rick and Afini. Zakk Gang damn extra. Play in 2D's territory. I guess Richard Lim wouldn't mind lah.

My rubber band wasn't tight so I took it off and played as Paul Twohill. Haha, my hair fly here and there. Erfi literally fell for me so many times lah. Then fall down and landed on the fall like mermaid like that, except that he's not topless. Haha! I fell also, but not sure for who. Ok lah, I fell for Erfi. Haha.

The game was messy. Got 2 cocks. But it was great bonding anyways. Love my friends.

And a re-cap of a joke from ytd's port-tuition.

Erfi fell for me again during see-saw time, forgot to add that one just now. He loves me lah. He can't stop falling for me. Haha!

And on the way to White Sands, Marie was attracted to her Mimosa friends so Erfi and I left her and walked ahead. Then we were talking about groping each other's genitals. Haha, don't ask why. And then we suddenly talked about "squeezing gently". Haha, we dared each other but Erfi didn't dare so without much hesitation, as quick as lightning, I "squeezed gently" Erfi's tektek.

He kena traumatised for 2 secs. Haha, then we laughed like mad.

Ahh, I sayang my Butch!

Missed RockStar: Supernova and SgIdol.

I was hoping Dilana would be the front woman of Supernova. She's hot and she has a really great voice and personality. I envy people who smoke and drink but stil have great voices. You don't believe me, you go youtube and go watch her performances.

Lukas became the lead singer of Supernova. The coolest part, the other band members come from great classic bands. Tommy Lee(!) from Motley Crue, Jason Newsted from Metallica and Gilby Clarke from Guns N Roses. It's an opportunity of a lifetime. I'm very very jealous.

SgIdol quite expected lah the results. Jasmine is bleah. Jon and Hady is on the higher level. I can't say that their singing is power cause I have seen and heard much better singers in Sg but I guess they got character.

Jasmine = Olinda (But then horh, I prefer Olinda to be the winner of Season 1, she sings well.)
Jon = Sly (But Jon horh, sing much better than Sly and speaks better English and dress so much better and not too beng-ish, if ya know what I mean.)
Hady = Taufiq (Confirm mats. Mats will wana shoot them cause their Minah gfs always vote for them)

I don't care who wins la.

I'm not happy Dilana didn't win. Urgh.

But good luck to both of the finalists of SgIdol.

Chao.

Ah, yesterday was a blast. The rain blasted and my friends blasted too!

On the way to Sing Post, Rach and I decided to walk in the heavy rain. We were screaming and screaming and got soaked to the bones. Seriously crazy. Erfi and Jin who was under a big umbrella were still strolling behind. Haha, I waited for them by a puddle and when they came closer, I jumped into the puddle and their legs got wet with mud! Haha! Serve you right.

Jin followed The 3 to LJS to makan. Didn't know we took really long ah!

Took some time to Karib's place/ The lesson was great, we had more right answers than mistakes and it was eff-ing cold! K thought I was yawning but I was actually trying to warm my fingers! Haha, socks and shoes totally wet.

Headed to the playground to get mad. Played the swing with Erfi. Rach was whining cause she was alone! Haha. Then headed to the see-saw. Erfi and Rach play first I took photos and videos and laughed. Rach could be a stunt-woman in future. She did a "tornado spin" by the see-saw and "flashed". Haha, they are her stunt moves. Haha!

I played the see-saw with Erfi and totally screamed when I was on top. But good thing I got an ass nice and strong enough to hold my weight down so he was up most of the time. Haha! He asked Rach to sit with him so that I would go up and then the best part came. While the 2 were discussing among themselves I decided to let go and Erfi lended with a thump, on his pretty ass! Haha, you deserve it for making me scream! Damn funny ah, couldn't stop laughin.

I think Erfi almost cried cause his ass really was in agonising pain! Who ask you sit side ways! Haha! Rach ran away in time to avoid the fall. Then Erfi headed for the swing and I took my bag and Rach and I walked away! Haha, Erfi came running behind us sorta whining. Haha!

Erfi belanja Bubble Tea. He's officially addicted to Pearl Milk Tea thanks to me. I threw a 20 cent coin into his umbrella. Haha! And we all parted. No more laughing.

What a bittersweet day/

As I was posting, I was laughing to myself. Haha, knn.

I just read my Butch's blog. Butch thanked me, for something. Haha.

You're welcome Butch.

Paris Hilton and I should be related or something.

We got same personalities, I think. Haha!

She appears pure, demure and sweet on the outside, like me!

But inside, dark dark secrets are bottled in.

Haha! I rock. I should be named Zakk Hilton or Zaris Hilton? I prefer Paris my 2nd name so it should be Zakk Paris Hilton. Ah, nice.

Ha, knnbccb.

When this picture first emerged, many comments and criticisms were made. I was wearing shorts ok. I still miss my long hair though. And ah, beautiful legs of mine. Sexay. I simply lurbb myself. *Melts

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Ah, sexay Paris Hilton, to some. To me, no comments. Her porn videos made her famous. Stupid/ Recently, I heard on radio that a guy took thousands of the copies of her CD album and remade the songs in them. The best tune was titled, "Why Am I So Famous, What Have I Done?" All I can say is good one, to whoever you are!

And then it struck me, both of us had something in common. We had a thang goin' on together. Are ya wondering what it is?

1. I don't know why I'm famous.

2. What have I done?

3. Ok, I'm a bitch, like her.

4. And a bimbo, like her.

5. So that makes us bimbotic bitches. Ah.

6. Lastly, take a look.

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That bitch copied my pose! She just made her legs tun the other way round! And she made her top revealing, while my legs too "revealed". She made her hair go to one side, like mine! Look at the face! That's so my expression and she had to steal it away from me. The arms are positioned almost alike.

She should have at least give me credit right? Wa lao whey, I not happy la!

Knnbccb.

I lurrbx my friends!

Drama on Wed and Thurs was a blast. Didn't know there were so many interesting games. I got molested man, by accident la. Someone literally grabbed my boobs. Ah, the horrors. Had lunch with my juniors. Haha, we are Barney's greatest fans. Ok not me actually, but my juniors like Faris, Shirin and er, Rahul. Haha!

After Drama, went out with Ice but got nothing. Almost bought shirts. In the end we only had bubble tea! I love bubble tea! Whoo! Bubble bubble bubble tea! Then headed home. I love Ice.

Thurs went to meet Laobu after Drama, and headed to her drama place. Apparently, she's involved in a stage production based on a Peranakan theme. And I was really shocked to see "genuine" Peranakans man! So cool. The cast doesn't believe my Laobu is married and thinks I'm her sister. It's either I look old or she looks young. Gash. Had Chicken Rice at East Coast Road after that! Best la! I had 2 plates of chicken! Ah, Chicken rocks!

Friday I woke up early! To do Maths tuition homework. Ok, i woke up at 11am so not counted early. I was tired ok! Met Erfi at White Sands' Macs to finish off homework. Wa lao, so much to do. Rach almost sabo-ed Erfi and I la! She ah! So late, then want show tcher all the homework. Ah. After that I decided go to Bugis with Erfi. That Rational Tay went home cause it was KorKor's birthday bbq. Hmmph.

I played with Erfi's hp in the bus. It was a long journey lah. Rational ah, bluff us! Talked and talked and talked. Erfi is an interesting boy, no, he's my butch! Hehe. Intended to buy slippers at Bugis, but can't find any. Haha, poor butch. We bought Bubble tea! I love it! I made Erfi fall in love with Pearl Milk Tea! It rocks I tell you! In the end we settled down at KFC cause Erfi was bloody hungry. He even ate half of my whipped potato! Can't believe I didn't finish it. Ah!

The sad thing happened. Butch and Bitch had to part. Hurhur. Mrt bloody crowded. But that wasn't the end of the day. I went to Hougang Mall's Pasar Malam with Laobu! We bought Ramlee!, Otah2, Wadeh, Putu Piring, Keropok Lekor and some rice with dishes thing. Haha! Couldn't even finish my Ramlee! I want to cry, but at least I didn't eat the cheese part. Lucky sia.

I slept at 3 plus waiting for my bro to come home but I was too tired so I headed for da sack.

Today's Chinese tuition time was changed to 10.30am. I woke up at 9 to finish off the homework. So sleepy! Good thing time passed by fast. Went home watched some tv, cleaned stuff and I couldn't control it so I went to my bro's room to nap. I didn't want to sleep in my room cause Laobu was cleaning it. Woke up at 5 to have lunch. Wow, rarely lunch would be served before me. I didn't need to set the table. But after makan, of course must clear cause some people so fuckin' lazy.

My room was neat and tidy. Thanks Laobu. Oh and I have really new bags to sell. But don't expect Gucci, Fendi, Guess kinda thangs. Got simple carrier bags. Brown, black, white and a nice pink one. I'll take pictures of them soon and advertise them. I'll be selling them at reasonable prices don't worry. Hehe!

Too long a post. I must go. Oh and the previous 2 posts, I thought the 1st post disappeared so when I posted the 2nd time, the 1st post popped out from nowhere.

Sucker.

Oh crap, type one whole long post and poof, gone with the wind.

Lemme put ma summaring skills to da test.

Jammin' was cool. Met 2 new Mat friends, supposingly my new band mates. I got accepted into the band as their front lady. Whatever the name of the band, I don't wana know. Had enough of corny band names.

My bro's you-know-who (ykw) was there at one corner. Wth. I think she veh extra can? Probably she stubborn don't go home or my bro stubborn don't want her go home. Like gf like bf can.

I hate both of them cause they ruin my life. Ykw took my bro away from me. I'm going to kill her after I kill myself. Let people know the meaning of misery.

I have always longed to be a single child. I wana be pampered too.

Thanks to ykw, I can't spend time with my bro anymore. He will always complain he tired after sending her home after his school. Bro school in the west, ykw school all the way in the east. Bro would wake up bloody early to send her to school and then send her home at the end of the day.

What the fuck?! He never gave me that much attention before! I demand justice! I'm your sister for goodness bloody fuckin' sake! You would rather put her 1st priority before your family? Hell crap.

Have I mentioned I hate the both of them. I don't mind them being together, just as long my bro stops bothering me with all his nonsense! Ah, I'm not emo. I'm not emo. I'm not emo.

I loved today's outing with Jo. Hehe, I bought a bag, Jo bought a top. I saw Erfi and Jiawen. Erfi and I screamed until bengs were staring at us. Hehe, shy lah me. Wth?! Shy + Zakk = Probability kosong! You 2 ah, tsk tsk, in school uniform somemore! Went home and it was dark already. I love Jo.

I want go to Hougang Mall Pasar Malam tmr. Pasar=Market, Malam=Night. So I planning go at night you see but I don't know who to ask along. Mitch, Jill, Olio can go? Got lotsa kiddy rides for Olio. I want ride also! Pls pls tell me asap. I really want go. Understand not?

Can't wait for drama tmr. 8-5. Damn best lah. My laobu say like go work de. Haha!

Peace.

Jammin' was ... ok. Met my bro's friends.

One word. Mat.

Haha! Seriously, I can't speak English. I don't know why. It's an automatic thing. Malay-speaking mats around, I straight away speak Malay. Haha, tried to speak English but can't.

To my surprise, my bro's you-know-who was there too. Sitting at one corner, looking at her books. Like so extra pls? My bro also another one, know already got problems with the parents, then still make her go home late. Or probably is she wana go home late? Wth, both so stubborn.

Because of her, my bro has changed, a lot! And vice versa.

Now, I don't spend much time with my bro. He doesn't even spend much time with me and the family. He doesn't really care actually, cause he would rather see you-know-who. I don't really care cause I have other better things to do than hear me whine about how tired he is and how I should be helping out more in the house.

Like hello-o, I'm also tired ok! At least you have you-know-who to pamper and be pamper-ed. I only have myself ok. I kiss, hug, shower, feed, hold, hug, etc myself. I'm independent. And besides, all this will only stray you from other more important things like family and studies.

My bro would rather spend time with ykw than family. Specially wake up early in the morning to send ykw to school. Then after that go home together and send her home. Wtf? You so free ah bro? Last time ask you walk me to primary school which is so bloody near home also can't?! Now you send ykw all the way to the east and then you go all the way to the west? Wtf? Bullshit sia.

If I had a choice, I would shoot myself rather than the both of them. Since both of them so happy and I'm miserable all by myself. All the better. Ah, stupid couple. I want kill the gf after I die, so everybody can be as miserable as I'm. So fun right?

Because of ykw, I can't spend time with my bro anymore. And because of ykw, I hate my bro now for now reason.

Because of ykw. My bro also another stupid one.

He used to swear never to fall in love cause it's stupid bla bla. Everyone tried to stop him from thinking so, including me but he was stubborn. Now look at him lah.

Eh bro, next time don't anyhow talk cock lah. Use your brain to think. Oh forgot you don't have brain. Haha!

From jammin' to bro. I'm good lah.

Still got tuition homework to do. And homework. Wtf lah. Holiday holiday. Still have to go drama tmr, 8-5. My laobu say like going to work like that. After that, gona hang out with my darling. Yay us!

Today went out with Jo abit delay. Ah! But I got money at least! Haha.

So many things to buy, so little time. Gai tian ba! I will pester my laobu for more money! Whee. Bought a bag, Jo bought shirt. I bought bubble tea too! My faret! Jo bought some chicken ball thingy from Old Chang Kee.

Erm, PL gang, tmr anybody free at night? I want go the Pasar Malam at Hougang Mall jalan jalan! Anybody wana come with me? We can take all the kiddy rides together. Whee!

I love drama, Jo, Jill, Olio, Mitch and myself!

Peace ya'll.

Jo supposed to wake me up just now. Urgh! Woke up at 12. Made my own brunch! Whoo! My recipe. Ok, maybe not mine. Hehe!

Going jammin' later. With my bro's band. Gona meet new people. Abit nervous abit excited. Hmm, just gota wait and see. My bro says they are real good. One o' them toured overseas before, so I guess I'm playin' wit the big guys now. Supposingly, I'm one of them now. Goodness.

New trials and tribulations await me with this new thing goin' on. Hope I'm comfortable with the "mats"! Haha!

Wish me luck! Peace worx.

Long time no post. Just really hope all bullshits end by the week. Haha.

Teachers' Day was fab. Get to meet all my old friends. TKGS people made me wait like half an hour. Wah lao. I thought I was late. Dionne and Clarissa owes me 2 bucks each! Your school next to mine, I can anytime bomb your school horh!

Saw the 911 Team minus Hygiene Freak. Urgh. Lemme rememeber who I saw. Clarissa, ZhiJun, Sylvia, Dionne, Sally, Amirah, Judith (Lam not Chia, haha!), Jennings!, Angela, Jamie, Wan Teng, Jill, Jo, Olio, Michelle, Glennice, Jaslynn, Doreen, Tiffany, Bi En, Pei Xuan and somemore somemore lah. So long le, can't remember.

Most of the teachers could remember my name out of the gang. Hehe! I rock worx! Mrs C Lao, she's pregnant! Wooo! Li Lao Shi, Lin Lao Shi and Mrs Kwek. Mrs Kwek got 2nd child already I didn't know. Ah! Talk to Ms Tan on the phone!

After that we set off to Junction8. Initially planned to watch movie but no time so we took neoprints! I'm so proud of myself. The whole trip I was "Kawaii Nehx!", "I rockx worx!" and stuff to that relation. Lovely neoprints with one "Kawaii Nehx!" theme. Haha! Then off to Jill's place to chill.

Jill don't allow me swim in the pond! Wth, I not happy ok! Then played Mario, drank Ribena. Only Olio and I got to drink the special Ribena! Whoo! Jill played The Scientist on piano. Damn jealous lah, I'm so gonna learn it after my exams! Then Jill and I can play together le! Jill doesn't know how to unlock her bike. Goodness. Haha, I helped her. Eh Jill, should ask your mummy get for you a smaller, cuter bike. The bike too high for you, hehe.

Then Olio, Mitch, Jo and I left. Whoo! Jill can ride a big bicycle! Good for you! Hehe. Great great day! Lurbb chu guyxx shoo muchhiexx worxx!