I'm so super stoked. Want to know why? Why? Why? Well, most of you wouldn't be interested in finding out but what the heck, I'll still tell.

There's going to be a movie about The Avengers coming out soon! Though, not so soon but after much research here and there, The Avengers movie is set to come out in 2011 and I'm very excited about it.

Just to let you all know, The Avengers is of course created by Marvel comics and it's sorta like X-Men and Justice League. And I'm a huge fan of all of them, by the way. (Yea Zakk, you've just told everyone that you're a geek freak for cartoon superheroes. But you're still the coolest person I've ever known.)



If you can name all of them, I'll be glad to call you my friend.

So members of The Avengers are primarily Iron Man, Captain America, Hulk, Thor, Giant-Man, Wasp and Black Panther, if I'm not wrong. From what I've read, Robert Downey Jr who played Iron Man in the Iron Man movie is going to play Iron Man in The Avengers movie!


I like.

However, I'm quite upset that Terence Howard is not going to be playing James Rhodes aka War Machine in the upcoming Iron Man 2. I thought he looked kinda cute next to Terence Howard Jr but I guess he didn't want to try on War Machine's suit. I'm saddened. There'll also be an Iron Man 3 but I wonder what that'll be about because I know everyone's excited to see War Machine in Iron Man 2. Maybe some villian will show up in Iron Man 2 and that may help us deduce information about Iron Man 3.

What say you?

Oh well, I'm just looking forward to seeing Terence Howard Jr in a tight shirt or topless works too cause he looks so damn fine. He's smart, wealthy and good-looking. Who wouldn't want to have a piece of him, I ask you? Yummy.

Chao.

I was on the phone with a friend. And here's a snippet of our conversation.

Z : What're you doing?
F : Shitting.
Z : What?!
F : Shitting.
Z : Wtf, you didn't need to tell me that?!
F : But you asked what I was doing.
Z : Hmph, fine.

Chao.

I are going to picture-blog now. Since I is have all the time in the whole wide world. And since you people is love me a lot so I is going to make you happy. However, I is don't know which pictures I is going to upload. Hmm.

Firstly, I just want to tell everyone I'm super upset because I got ditched. Again. For the millionth time. Which is like totally DITCHEDX10^6?! Get it? No? It's okay, I forgive you for being stupid.

The boyfriend has decided to ditch me for his friends. Like hello-o? If we were to have met, we could have totally spend a lot of time together. And who knows? I could have let you take my virginity from me, ya know? Since like no one is at home and we could like, get it on? We could totally like have sex all day long and not give a shit about anything else? It's like a once in a lifetime opportunity and you chose to forego deflowering me and instead go hang out with losers and you all will eventually get wasted and pissed-drunk. Oh well, your loss fucker.

Pfft. Seriously kids, do not believe everything you read on the internet.

I have a boyfriend and I'm not a virgin. So it's impossible for the boyfriend to deflowerise me because I've been deflowerised before I knew the boyfriend. Someone else came first and took my virginity away from me. Bye bye virginity. I'm not sure if the boyfriend is a virgin himself. Hmm, I haven't really asked him. Maybe I should and then maybe, just maybe, I could deflowerise him and then after that, I'll blog about my experience of having to deflowerise someone for the first time and it'll probably teach you a thing or two.

Secondly, my handphone bill just arrived yesterday and I opened it. I was pretty contented with the total amount I have to pay for this month. The amount decreased from last month's and I'm very satisfied with my performance. However, there is much room for improvement in the case of the sms department and there can be easily solved since I have one less friend to sms now. If you've read my previous posts, you'd probably know what I mean. Since she's like the person I usually send texts to like every day and night. Screw you, bitch. And say hello to cheaper bills.

Just so you all didn't know. I pay my own handphone bills. With my monthly allowance. The mother only contributes $10 every month to lessen my load. I don't work part-time nor do I have a money tree. I get allowances like every other normal kid on the block and I have to sacrifice about a third of that sum to foot the bill. How much sadder can my life be? You tell me.

Right now, I've decided I'll just upload pictures of my cousins. It's from last month's barbecue gathering that took place at my place. Behold.































Chao.

Can people please stop asking me where I want to go after secondary school? Or what are my ambitions? Or if I'm still a virgin?! Okay, the last one was unnecessary but what the heck. You're probably thinking right now, OMG Zakk's obviously not a virgin. But she's so ugly, who'd nail her? She probably went to hire a gigolo to get laid. Poor her, losing her virginity to a prostitute instead of her future husband and it's a sin to commit pre-marital sex. Go to hell Zakk.

Okay no, stop it. Focus people.

I had a horrible day today. Since Monday to Thursday, my papers started after noon however today, it started at 8am. In other words, I had to wake up by 6am, like how I used to during my secondary school days (Ya, like as if it were so long ago?!) and it was really, really agonising.

Imagine having to wake up before the sun rises fully and the whole house is dark. You'd be the first and only one to switch on the lights of the dark, dark rooms and you're all alone. It's so quiet (sometimes you can hear my brother's snoring) that you usually are the one to freak yourself out early in the morning and make yourself look like a fool. But then again, if you actually did look like a fool? Who's to witness you looking like a fool? Hmm. Or was there actually someone who witnessed it all?

Speaking of which, I'm freaking myself out right now. Stay cool, Zakk. You're ice-cold cool. You're smoking hot. *Sizzles. Okay Zakk, once again, focus. Please.

So I reached school at 7.45am and 98% of the sec4 cohort were already comfortably sitting in their places in the school hall, awaiting 8am. It was quite scary but I thought, I'm not going to get booked, neither am I going to be penalised for being late and I won't be late cause I knew I was going to reach before 8am.

Towards the end of the paper, I felt really queasy. Something was wrong. My sore throat got worse and another symptom followed. Fucking-fugly flu. My nose started leaking during the second paper and I had to be excused to visit the loo. My sneezing spasms followed and it sure did irritate a lot of people especially Ashley. Well, it did irritate the hell outta me too because everytime I sneezed, my head hurt, my body grew more heaty and I couldn't focus. And take note, I do not sneeze once, or twice, or thrice.

I freaking sneeze more than four times in a row. Don't ask me how I do it and ask me to stop it. It's been like that since I was a cute little kid (Now cute big kid. Bluek!) and it has become a habit. Both bad and good.

Double you tea eff.

I feel really unwell right now and it sucks so bad. The tissue box goes wherever I go because my nose can't seem to stop leaking mucus. So annoying. And I feel cold easily but after I cover myself, I start to sweat. I foresee a fever coming up. I can't get sick during the weekends, I tell you. It's super uncool. Urgh.

Today's such a sucky day.

To whom it may concern, fuck you. Yes you, the one who passed me the virus. You got that right, you. Fuck you.

Chao.

I hate Jin. A lot. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you.

And I don't ever want to talk to you ever again you sick, conniving bitch. How could you do this to me? After everything we've been through, this is how you're repaying me? How dare you even think of me as such? What have I done to you to deserve this? Seriously, you've got to stop your nonsense and think twice about what you're doing now.

For now, I seriously don't want to face you because I feel that we're better off going our separate ways. You do your own thing, while I do mine. Don't bother calling me or sms-ing me. Stop reading my blog anymore and leave at once. I don't think I deserve a friend like you, so selfish and ignorant.

Really Jin, it isn't nice. Why are you doing this to our friendship that we've fought so hard for? I thought we've managed to set aside our differences and forged a common bond. You're being really unfair. Since you already don't care, so shall I. To hell with our friendship. I can't take this anymore. You're not playing nice.

Thanks to you, I've changed and I'm going to relocate my blog soon so you won't have any access to it and read about my life. I've had enough of you. As of this moment, I'm never going to talk to you ever again. Until you decide to re-think what you've done, I'm willing to forgive.

I hate you.

I heart exams. A lot. Yes, you read right. I really like exams.

For me, I always look on the brighter side of things. Exams equals studying equals no fun equals boredom equals death equals end of the world equals judgement day and so on and so forth.

If you're in my world, exams equals a lot of fun after exams. Period. My 10 years of primary education in Singapore is almost done. Now, I only have to proof to the whole world with a measly piece of certificate (made from paper=deforestation=global warming=polar bears become extinct=sea level rise=yadayada) that what I know what I've learnt and I managed to survive Singapore's ruthless and crude education system.

So far, I'm done with Chemistry written paper, English papers and A Maths paper 1 and I must say, I'm pretty proud of myself for coming this far. Seriously, I thought I was going to die on the day of my Science practicals. Somehow, I felt really unprepared for what's to come and I really wasn't ready.

But, like I said, I always look on the brighter side of life. And on the morning of my Science practicals, I told myself to smile and just go for it. It's really going to be my last exams and I'm going to make this time an unforgettable one. I think.

For the past 3 days, I've had dreams related to school and all my friends, both from TK and PL. What's with that man? I mean, seriously? Dreaming about primary school when I'm already leaving secondary school? Thanks for screwing with my head, you nervous system or whatever is controlling my dreams. Sheesh.

I can't type for long for I'm currently using my brother's laptop and he is sitting behind me painfully waiting for me to get my ass away from his laptop. Apologies.

So...

Chao.

The desperation I saw in your eyes, they were haunting. I was scared but it angered me as well. Yet, I told myself to hold on. Because I know that somewhere deep inside you, you're willing to give in and change for the better. Though I know I don't mean a lot to you, I just hope that this time, you'll learn to appreciate my presence more. If you're serious about this, then I want you to know that I'm just as serious as you are. Perhaps more, more than how you feel about it. Nevertheless, I need you to know that, I'll always be there for you, regardless of how you've treated me in the past, I'll still care. Eventually, when we've had enough of each other, we'll part and go our separate ways. For now, let's just not think about the past or the future or anything else, and focus on what's more important now. I hope you understand.

So I lied. I didn't post more pictures. I'm a busy person okay. Most of the time, I'd just kidnap my bro's laptop and use it in my room. I'm too lazy to go to the living room to use the computer. It's so far, it's not comfortable, my ass and back hurts a lot after that and it's too slow. The laptop is way faster and more convenient.

Thanks bro for not screwing me for always using your laptop without your permission. You hold a special place in my heart I tell you. Fo sho.

So, what have I been up to?

I've been really really sick for the past week. I had 2 days MC on Monday and Tuesday. When Wednesday came, I felt worse so I skipped another day of school. I was away from school for a solid 3 days. I went back to school on Thursday and I felt partially foreign to the environment.

For one, only the sec 4 cohort was present, the rest had their marking day break, and I didn't even know. Second, I was feeling nauseuos (sp?!) the whole day despite being given pills to stop it. And third, I missed out on so many lessons, I felt like a big-ass loser. (Yes, education is still important to me. For the moment.)

I've uploaded all the photos from my yet-to-be-named D40 onto the computer upfront in the living room but I still can't find time to post them up. I've got photos from Hari Raya celebrations to the family gathering/bbq to the last official day of school for all sec 4s in TK. Loads of pictures I tell you.

Oh by the way, what's the difference between pictures and photos? Seriously. I don't know which to type whenever I blog. For example, "Hey guys, I've got pictures for your viewing pleasures!" or "Hey people, I've uploaded photos!". WHICH?! Fill me in yo.

So yes, I'm finally in the recovering stage of my ill/sickness/unwell thang. I can eat and drink properly now without having to worry if it'll be thrown back out of my body in an hour's time. Damn it, I eat a lot now. So much for thinking about losing weight. Dream on, Zakk. You're still fat.

Since everyone (sec 4s) are pretty much stressed over the upcoming Os, why not just take 5 mins (or 2 days) off your revision time to just sit back and relax. Ya know? Take a break, have a kit kat? Or a toblerone would do just fine. Any nutless candy is good enough for me, if you know what I mean. Hah, kidding. No seriously I'm kidding. Fyi, I don't take nuts. Just wanted all you nutcases to know in case you're thinking of getting me nut-related gifts. Just saying!

I'm pretty much planning my post-Os time at the moment. Still thinking about what to do and what not to do. Got to stick to budget (or not) and go all out and have fun at the same time. You know? If you're organising a party, invite me! And if I'm organising a party, I'll invite you! (Only if you're cool that is. Seriously.) No, I really meant it. I only invite cool people to my gatherings. If you're not cool, please don't even think about being invited. Fuck you.

I'm not going to drink, smoke, have sex (though I'm legal already! And not Jin! Hehe.) or take drugs when I'm done with Os. Seriously guys, don't. It ain't nice. If you think you're cool because you do bad things, then I'm not going to invite you to my gatherings/parties man. For real.

Oh and for the record, just to clear the air. I'm not a smoker. I don't smoke. Never lighted a cigarette before. I know I'm malay and people have stereotypical views on me. Yes, I know I look like a minah (or am a minah to you) but I.do.not.smoke. Period. Some people have been asking me about it. Maybe in future, I'll try a stick or two just to get a feel of it, to experience it, but hey, I won't smoke like an arsehole alright. I love my hair, nails, teeth and what not too much to get them damaged by smoking cigarettes. I'm too cool for that.

Just the other day, Jin and I had this coversation in class.

J : Do you have a lighter?
Z : For what?!
J : My pen no ink and it's still filled!
Z : No, I don't man.
J : Urgh *Shakes pen vigorously
Z : I don't smoke so I don't have a lighter. What do I look like to you? HUH?!
J : ... Smoker...
Z : OMGWTFBBQISNICECHICKENBACKSIDESMELLYBITCH.

No, I don't smoke.

Moving on. Post-Os programs are already lined up for me. Relative's wedding, class chalet and I'm most probably wanted to go to Kuantan to spend time with my grandmother. Results will be given out in January so I doubt there'll be much time to go seek out for a part-time job. Ew. I don't want to be like seen in Orchard in an apron serving customers or taking orders and wearing uniforms and stuff. That's super unattractive. Well, that's just my point of view. I still care about face value okay. Increased incomes does not account that much to me for now.

Also, I'm thinking of starting a vlog after Os. Ya know, virtual-blogs. You'd have probably seen vlogs on youtube. I watch them too and I think they're pretty awesome. I'll most probably post my videos up on youtube and myspace cause I want to be famous! Woohoo! Fameeeeeee.. I'm going to live foreverrrr.. I'm gonna learn how to fly! Well, not really. Maybe it'll boost my confidence level or something (not that I'm in need of any right now. Hah!) but I don't know. Probably, it'll help to kill time and it'll probably be fun. I can use my bro's laptop to record my videos and instantly upload them. It'll be fun. Or least, I think?

So, if any of you are interested to join me to start vlog-ing, tell me alright? Then, I'll consider our possible future partnership and stuff to that relation. I'm very much interested in making senseless videos, doing funny things or maybe do covers of cool songs! Or I could make funny renditions of music videos and lip-sync! Those are just some of my ideas. You've got any to share? Maybe, just maybe, you'd be famous with me too! And then I'll probably kill you because I want all the limelight to myself. Muahahaha!

I think this post is a rather lengthy one and I just realised I haven't really posted lengthy and word-only posts for quite some time now. Ah, this is just my I-refuse-to-revise-right-now-because-I-think-I'm-too-cool-for-school-and-I'm-gonna-slack-and-not-care-dot-com-call-me-now-at-1800-I-don't-want-to-study-and-I'm-going-to-use-my-bro's-laptop-without-his-permission-to-watch-youtube-and-rant-endlessly-on-my-own-pretty-blog-yum-I-love-food-and-so-does-Jin-and-she's-not-tall-sorry-Jin-I'm-just-super-bored-but-I-still-love-you-and-your-shortness-and-your-orange-braces-which-were-supposed-to-be-out-eons-ago-and-when-you're-finally-taking-them-out-I'm-going-to-follow-you-to-your-dental-appointment-and-dsh-your-dentist-okay-this-is-really-hard-and-annoying-because-I-keep-spacing-and-then-deleting-which-is-really-exhausting-so-I'll-stop-right-about-...-Now moment.

Chao.

Eve-eve of Hari Raya 08.

We left Singapore at about 5pm. Pretty pretty late, seeing that the journey ahead was going to take us a good 5-6 hours.

I started snapping away the minute we exited Tuas checkpoint until I dozed off. My apologies for the quality of the pictures because I ain't a professional and I was just experimenting. Adjusting different ISOs and view modes and stuff to that relation.

Then you'll also witness about half a dozen of my brother's Omnia reformatted to look like an iPhone. He's head over heels in love with it, he wanted me to take a "creative" shot of it. He didn't want to stop. Wtf.

I was also squashed in the middle of the seat so it was quite impossible for me to stretch over to the sides to take a good scenery shot. The sun was setting and the horizon was pretty but sadly, I couldn't take a good shot. Boohoo.

Oh well, that's all for now. I want to watch the teevo and my mother is going to kill me if she sees me on the computer at this time. My mother. Sheesh.









































Chao.