What do I do now?

Why do I always put myself between you fuckin' people?

When did I last sinned?

Where are you?

How was I to know it would be like like this?

Fuck you all fuckin' people.

And please, stop asking me if I'm alright. You think I'm alright? Use your fuckin' brains.

Chao.

You.

Only know how to act-cute.

You.

Think you're better than him.

You.

Say you know but you still ask me.

You.

Think you're better than her.

You.

Think you'r attractive.

You.

Are a hypocrite.

You.

Are an irritant.

You.

Are really really desperate.

You.

Push all the work to me.

You.

Are getting on my nerves.

You.

Are getting way too clingy.

You.

Can't be bothered.

You.

Are a minah.

You.

Are a beng.


Seriously, you guys have to stop annoying me. I'm there for you guys but please stop your bullshit and stop being idiots please.

Seriously people.

Grow up.

Chao.

Great night. Babis united was established. Wah, best gang ever after 911team and ZakkGang.

Especially with 2 gays in it, super fun I tell you. You should join, BUT terms and conditions apply.

First, you have to eat babi.
Second, you have to be a babi.
Third, you have to be a babi and eat babi at the same time.

Simple? I think not!

I really takes a lot to be a part of the babis. Like, really A LOT!

So here are the members of babi united.


It was a double celebration for the Marie-s. 2-in-1. Great food, great people. Simply envy their family la, except their mad dog though he seems to enjoy jumping onto me.


There I am, the bi-babi sitting next to the gay-babis. It's kinda obvious they have a crush on me. Cause one, Kambing enjoys touching my leg. And two, Kok is attempting to lean towards me to get closer to me. Ahh.


See! I told you so, didn't I? He even tried proposing to me with a flower and a wet shirt (Ooh, sexaye!) but well you know me, once I see the camera, I can never stop acting cute in front of it. Sorry Kambing, I still love you though!


I don't really remember why we were shaking hands. Hmm, still can't remember. But yeah, nice shaking hands with you Judd.


There I was, making out with my shark, and Curry comes interrupting and expects me to brestfeed her shark. EH! USE YOUR OWN BOOBS TO BREATFEED YOUR OWN SHARK LA! And I think that's Judd's shark trying to bite my right boob. Naughty.


You think you're gay? Wait till you meet them! The gay-est babis ever..

And then it was time for everyone to go home, including me.

Rightt. (Like I would go home.)

So me and Ratio followed Daddy to send Louser's friends back. Yes, we sent Kambing back too. And both of us, together with my long legs, crammed at the back. Thus, producing the following babi-tures. (Get it? Pictures sound like PIGture then I change it to BABIture! Still don't get it?! Screw you.)




Yeah, I don't know them. I meant the 2 babis in the above 3 BABItures.

The term 'babitures' was coined by Ratio herself, so credits to her! ALL APPLAUSE.

Oh and in case you haven't noticed, there aren't many pictures of the SWINE herself. You don't know who is the ORIGINAL swine?! Well, I guess it's time the whole world knows.


If you thought you knew all about her, you're wrong. You don't know a single shit about her. Tsk tsk.

People like you should be banned from the world. People like you only know how to assume.

You wana know something? When you ASSUME, you make an ASS out of U and M! Get it? ASS-U-ME.

HAHAHA! Cool right? I know. Hohoho.

Okay la, I shall now end this post. It's getting too long, and I'm getting hungry. So before I leave you to fantasise about me, I shall end off with these.



Chao.

With a great guitar, comes great responsibility.

Which means, no pretty long nails, learn to read notes, be consistent and prepare for the beautiful limelight ahead of me.

I love my babis so much!

For you guys, I had to cut my beautiful left 4th finger which is so far my most beautiful finger nail ever! Ahh.

From this...



To this...



Fingernail, oh fingernail, I love you and I'll definitely miss you. For now, I've got to concentrate on my future career.

To rock!

I still love you okay?

Chao.

I so have the urge to write songs right now, but then I left the lyrics in my English file which happens to be under my desk at school.

I wrote the lyrics during English lesson so that explains. I was feeling bored during English and the teachers were teaching students how to use words properly and all that jazz.

So I heed their advice and wrote lyrics with proper English!

No slangs. I think. And no vulgarities. Way overrated to put vulgarities in songs right now. Too many artists are abusing it, saying "fuck" all the time as if the word was taught by their mothers.

Tsktsk.

Stupid people.

I guess I'll just make up some tune first.

Gahh, I suck at doing that.

I miss jamming. Jayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, where are you?

I need to jam. I need to jam. I need to jam. I need to jam. I need to jam.

Chao.

Jet is coming to Singapore to perform at Fort Canning Park on the 19th of June for one night only. Tickets are selling at $95 now. All standing tix!

I'm pissed with myself. It's like less than a month away, so it's impossible that my bu will allow me to go.

Not like she would let me go see live rock shows where you jump around, sweat out and scream your lungs out.

I want to go! But too late a notice. Bloody hell.

Hopefully she would allow me see Christina Aguilera live. Maybe I'll ask her along.

Oh my oh my.

How how how?

I really hope The Who comes to Singapore at the end of the year.

Ah...

Chao.

Christina Aguilera's coming to town for her "Back to Basics" tour. I want to go and see her perform but the pricings are totally out of my league.

Damn...

Yes, I know it's so isn't Zakk to be watching this kinda things but hey, it's a once-in-a-lifetime thing and I do like Christina Aguilera's voice.

She will be performing on the 30th June, one night only!

Guess the ticket prices. Guess the cheapest one.

Maybe $45 or $65 is in your head right now... You're wrong.

So wrong I tell you.

Cheapest price is going for $98, excluding $2 booking fee.

Yes. And I doubt they are good seats. But I would still go for them if I could.

My bu will probably scream at me or something.

She doesn't even know I went to see FOB. HAHAHA.

I'm good.

Next up.


The "SMACKDOWN & ECW SUMMERSLAM" tour.

They are coming on the 28th July and I so want to go! Anybody interested in coming along with me?

The last time they came, I didn't go cause my bu thinks that I'm a girl and shouldn't be watching people wrestle.

Unfair!

But this time, I really really want to go! Gahh.

Cheapest ticket is going at $45 but I think I will probably go for the $65 seats since I think I'll be able to afford them.

Haha, hopefully my bu allows me, if not I will slit my wrists!

HOHOHO!

Chao.

A few Sundays ago, Jin, Pat, Kian and I were all gathered at Pat's place. To do what? To cook!

Haha! I'm serious.

We were preparing for our Choices:Cooking so called final "test". Have to cook any dish that we have learned during any of our past lessons.

But for today, I'll probably only load up the pictures of Pat's house and not of the mess in the kitchen that we proudly made cause there are way too many pictures to be uploaded.

Okay, it's actually Pat's grandparent's place, not Pat's. Pat said since his grandparents are away, so it's okay to use their place.


Pat's kitchen. So neat.

Check out the view from his kitchen window!

The living room is freakin' spacious! Btw, that's Kian modelling in the picture.

Just take a look at the number of remotes. Amazing uh?

Just look at the amount of space!

I wonder who has so many pairs of feet?! Look at the number of slippers aligned at his balcony! Wow.

I think that's about the number of pictures that I'm uploading. Blogger doesn't really like me at the moment. And it's okay.

Hmph.

Chao!

At last I'm able to blog. My blogger has been down lately. No idea why.

Some error ocurred and when I checked it out, there were no such errors.

Like, eh?

There's so much to blog about.

I had a haircut and Kal is jealous of my hair. He likes my hair!

HOHOHO!

And I have a new phone. Again.

Well, as usual, not exactly new. I sorta exchanged phones with my bro cause he wants to use my phone cause of its MP3 and I'm left with his Motorola v3x.

I feel weird with a flip-phone.

It's so unlike me.

Like Zakk? With a flip-phone?! Eee, so girly.

Thank goodness the phone is black and not pink (IT ALMOST WAS!).

I can't upload pictures from my phone to the computer cause apparently, the computer is experiencing problems and my bro advised me not to attached the phone to the computer cause it may corrupt the phone.

Whatever he meant, I have no bloody idea la.

So, you people just have to be patient. The pictures are all with Marie so you make her good mood, then probably she will send them to me as soon as possible.

And that is if I have time to post them up, cause I've been really busy lately. Yes, busy!

Rightt.

Ah, what the heck.

Chao.

Yesterday, I went out, again.

Date with Jin was interesting. Her sis was there too, so it was kinda weird but ya, both of them, same height.

Haha, I like jadi babysitter like that.

Oops. Did I say that out loud?

Hohoho.

I was happy. I felt like, so free. Walking around Marina Square with money, but can't decided what to buy. Ya know that kinda feeling?

Yeah.

And so, I bought a Skull belt at Topshop and a Black top at Dorothy Perkins. Both cheap stuff, so not that much of a big deal.

And I'm happy for that.

And today I went out again but with a terrible headache. Went out for dinner with my brother, auntie and uncle (ALI, according to Qal). Damn best la.

Since last Monday, out out out non-stop. Because I know if I go home straight after school, I won't be doing anything productive. So going out is my damn best solution.

Hopefully, I can finish my art by tomorrow. God please!

And I got a new phone! Okay, not exactly new phone, but it's new for me la. It's 2nd-hand from my aunt.

Woohoo.

Chao.

Where are you?

I miss you. Without you, I can't eat, I can't sleep.

I cannot dream tonight.

Why have you stop tucking me into bed?

Why the notes, you put by my bedside every night? I don't need token affection, what I need is for you to talk to me.

Why don't you come home anymore?

I need you. I need you to always hold me tightly in your arms, like you used to every night; when I wished it would never end.

I'm afraid. My life has become lightless ever since you left.

What happens after this?

It's not right.

Chao.

Smiling from ear to ear...

I seriously thought you were going to change. After all that you've been through, after all I've been there for you, but I was so wrong.

You always wanted me to change, but you ain't showing any progress either. I really wonder why. Shouldn't you be the one setting the example?

So what? - is not by your side, I am and you're using me just for that. So you just shove me aside, when you got your so-called "friends".

And then you ask me if I'm alright.

Yes, I'm fine thank you.

I've got the bestest of the best of friends ever in this world. Maybe, I wouldn't need you. I don't make use of you when I'm down, I never did.

Because you would never understand. Even though you always say you would.

Chao.

I need to go out!

Anywhere, but here.

I'm going to watch movie on Wed.

Do or die.

Chao.