i was really pissed when i saw the news just now regarding the danish.apparently they drew prophet muhamad's face as cartoons in comics.when my bro n i watched the news, we just went silent for 10 secs and i said "that is SO STUPID!" i'm very disappointed at the danish people.how can they do this?how can they discriminate and belittle the muslims all over the world?!that is too much you know!i cannot take people who think it's humourous and all.the danish press even said sth like "we already informed the arabs society and we don't mind to repeat this...bla bla bla...this is the freedom of press...bla bla" FREEDOM OF PRESS??to hell with freedom of press!i mean if u wana talk bullshit i don't give a damn but we are talking about religion here!

FUCK ALL BULLSHIT!

god bless.

1.zakk

2.jin

3.judd

4.rach

5.ruby

6.charis

7.jo

8.mitch

9.nini

10.fire

11.fiza

12.jill

13.glor

14.olio

15.kay

what do you think of the number 4?-ma 2nd best photographer! love her alot!

how nice is number 6?-hmm.she won't murder me whenever i kick her chair in class everytime!

honestly,if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?-i'll pray for her recovery..

would you fall for number 11?-i'm in love with her!

what if number 1 got a boyfriend?-apparently not now but i know i'll have one soon..

what sport would you play with number 12?-jill ah?probably we will play catching or blind mice??haha!!

do you like number 2?-i don't like her.. I LOVE HER!

will 13 and 7 make a good couple?-jo n glor?WAH LIAO WHEY!TAK BOLEH LAH!

do you hate number 9?-I LOVE HER TOOOOO MUCH TO HATE HER MAN!

would 14 kill you one day?-probably she will if i continue calling her gay...HAHA!

do you like 3 or 10 more?- definitely i like judd more lah...she's ma mada man!

get 5 people to do this.- probably jin fiza mitch charis n fire.

i just got back from msia a few hrs ago.was kinda disappointed my aunts and uncles failed to turn up cause of this and that reasons.i mean at least think of ur mum if not for other reasons.haiz.nowadays people stuck with work no time to deal with problems at home.i don't know lah but i have to make this clear.i think SOME singaporeans are racists.and lemme make another thing clear.GOVERNMENT IS BIASED against other religions.i mean like c'mon lah.cny most chinese are allowed to take leaves and then the others must work like malays and indians.and when come hari raya time some of the malays still have to work.i seriously think it's unfair and i think this is going to become a racist issue if matters are not carefully resolved.and then have the chinese heard of awal muharram or isra&miraj?you wana know why?cause singaporeans don't bother to put the dates into the calendar.this occasions are important to the muslims ok.and i know i haven't stated anything for the indians cause i'm not really sure about the festives for indians.

schools make it a big deal to celebrate cny and then throught out the whole programme speak chinese which obviously a minority of the whole don't really understand.i don't think this is fair for everyone.at least myself i understood what the emcee was saying but i still stand by my word that it's not fair!every celebrated hari raya puasa in sch?maybe that one is an exception cause it falls during the hols.what about hari raya haji?

i'm sorry lah but i just think singapore is now growing into a chinese country rather than a MULTI-RACIAL country.

haha!i so happy today.i reached sch n showed everyone my cam.well my mum one lah.hehe.i shall post the pics here to make the story short ok.i'll summarise ok.went to sch and took pics.brought my cam all over the place.during chinese lesson jud was picked by tcher to read.she can't read nei jiu and she reads wan quan the quan as yi yuan the yuan.HAHA!laughed like crazy.during recess jin n i hide in toilet cause i duwan DM 2 see my hair cause i din't spray my hair.haha.we were crazy in the toilet man.we took crazy pics and at last there was toilet paper.hehe.sci lesson charis n rachel nvr bring book so had to stand at the side and coincidentally it was on my side the side.so since i brought my cam.we were in the sci lab fyi.i took pics of them.then when we were supposed to be during experiments we took pics and tcher sorta saw us.HAHA!took with my dearest lan chio bu and sexy clemie.hehe.after sch we did the notice board thingy.painted our hands.hehe.and took more pics.hehe.then ruby came!weehoo!a tkg girl in tks.so extra right!haha.but we hugged!so fun lah.when we went to toilet to wash our hands we realised chess cub people took over 2j classroom.so rude.so we quickly pack up and left.we were swarmed by nerds man!(apparently i think chess club pple are nerds and im not referring to pple who can play chess if u know what i mean).so we decided go pp for burger kings for snacks.we called glenn to meet us there.haha.can u believe that 5 of us had complaints?first was one of the staff ask us lower our volume.haha.we were laughing so loud cause we were talking about jud's nei jiu!haha.then some bloody lame jokes.then after that this old lady approached us.she was nice lah.she told us not to disturb other people in a very kind way.haha!so we kept quiet for awhile and started joking again.so we talked about using straw shoot ice at people.haha.then glenn said he used his tongue.so i tried out of curiosity as to how it really worked so i shoot a tinnie piece of ice towards glenn's empty table.and i wondered where it went since it didn't land on the table.then glenn was like "OUCH!my face!" then i was like "OOPS SORRY GLENN! i only wanted to test test only!" then we were all laughing.haha.i didnt think i could aim far and high.haha!so funny lah.so poor thing lah him.then we joked and joked.and sth unexected happened.judd PUI one bloody not really big ice at me.at where u ask me?AT MY BLOODY EAR!OMGGGGGGGGG!!!i then scream lah like so loud man!and we all started laughing again.so damn funny.then sandy came.said hi.met her for the 1st time.nice girl.then we joked fr awhile and since jud ruby and sandy going 4 chinese tuition we brought up the joke on jud's reading.!!!haha!then in the end we decided to leave scared people complain.and i found out GLENN WORE BLOODY SLIPPERS together with uniform.i mean i notice the uniform lah but SLIPPERS?haha!so funny i tell u.then we left.charis ran towards ruby to hug and crashed.i could see the guy in red shirt was trying to laugh.haha!he was busy smoking lah!haha!laugh like siao.then me charis and glenn went separate ways.skali one turn we saw the 3 girls again.HAHA!and e acted like we just met each other lah!haha.they decided to buy bubble tea so we all went lah.i bought ice chendol.haha.nice lah but the kachang was there.eee.then at last we said goodbye and left.i and charis went to bus stop and said bye to glenn.hehe.he so cute lah he.the way he walk.haha.

anyways.chao tata.need do some work and it's 11.23pm liao.

muacks to u all.can't wait for tmr!bubye!and love you all!

My fab cuzzins.i love them all.fyi i'm the yongest among all.fyi they are my other cuzzins.i went to see then at tp's jam n hop.the girl in black is my bestest cuzzin n also my bestest friend of all.love her so so much man!shes a gf to me.a sister to me.a mother to me.a cousin to me.i can't imagine life without her.

I think the guy on the right is kinda hot.i like his hair and i think his cute.oh oh wait.judd told me he is a SHE!haha.very handsome butch if you ask me.i know u guys think being butch is wrong but i don't care what u say.he is hot!

wah liao chee ko pek sia!just now after sch walked to bus stop then there as this uncle standing in front of me.then the wind started blowing and my skirt almost flew up.so i hold down my skirt lah.i don't know if he purposely do or what but he suddenly had to stand behind me!what a chee ko pek lah.

just now sch was fine lah.like this like that.after sch jud brought her cam then we attempted to take pics with jiaming.only few hopeful ones.haha.ran all over the classroom.suppose to do class board end up we lazy do.jud charis and jin went to parkway i headed home.slept on the bus.and when i woke upi realised i was only one stop away from where i would get down the bus.haha.so cool.but wait 4 147 bus like wait for what like that.so keksim ah.haha.

i dun really have anything nice to post.maybe another time.chao tata.

last night was great great great x98298614 man!plan was distorted abit.cause last minute mada say cannot go jack's place eat cause too ex and instead of having $50 bucks all to myself i had only 10 bucks for food.WTF?then she say put aside 15 bucks to buy people present.i was fine with 35 bucks then but only 10 bucks for food?i couldn't believe it.quarreled with her over the phone cause she last minute say i can't use my hp.i bet she asked me for my hp charger just so she could read all the msgs people sent me and delete everything including the important ones.she always does that.so i just put down the phone.i got ready.bathed and everything.i tried curling my hair.not very successful.haha.but still worked.so happy for my hair.i just found a new way to make my hair nice.just pin the sides to the back.and poof.i look good already.wore my eyeliner.i think my bro was kinda shocked to see me like that but i was being nice to him at that moment cause i wasnt happy with him a day back.called to comfirm meet ruby n jin at bugis.i went there and like searched for them like shit like that.in the end i called them at the mrt station.they met me in mrt.(that's why i needed my hp!)then we went take mrt.so squeezy can.i was like holding jin.haha.then we all were holding hands and walked to VCH.so cool.we reached there and looked for seats.quite packed already man.i was like asking jin "my make up ok ?my hair nice anot?i look ok??"haha.choir people were great man.then some bloody ignorant people dint turn their hps off so went during quiet time the hp sound most of the people were like " SSHHHH!!!!" haha.serve them right.stupid people.during half time went to see rach and her frens.she refused to sit with us.stupid rach.haha.i don't know exactly why geraldine wanted to see rach so much?wth?when i exited the cafe i saw karen from drama she now waiting for o lvls.im so surprised she recognised me and she smiled at me so i waved to her and said hi.hehe.i kinda like the way choir did dumbelle with all the actions.cool.after the concert we were all clapping loud loud and then ms toh and other tchers were called on stage as some appreaciation thing.like of all people ms toh?her bf was there too!i told u JIN!!me n jin went backstage saw sanjana and hugged her.saw judd and hugged her.saw andrea and hugged her.saw charis and hugged her!i love hugging people i love.feel so warm and good.then took alot of pics.we all took pics.and rach don't know where go.then ruby had to go.chais had to go.judd asked me to take care of her camera and that was it.i started using the cam to take pics of myself and jin.haha!after waiting for jud to decide if we should follow choir people to supper or go by ourselves.we finally decided to go by ourselves and look for a taxi.walk walk walk to suntec.and decidedto take the bus.on the way judd brother called as her go home.so jin and i went to parkway macs.i called my daddy to actually asked if he could send me back but i told him instead to join us cause i sorta missed him.hehe.so reached macs.me n jin ate fillet o fish meal.just the 2 of us late at night.hehe.then came my daddy.we talk talk then finished our food and left.daddy sent jin home first.hehe.JIN SO HOWS MY DADDY?what do you think of him?then daddy sent me home.hehe.thank you so much.i was on bad terms with mummy so i dint ask her pick me up.then when i came out of the toilet mummy was home.then the scolding began.i cry cause mummy like shouted at my face so i just kept quiet.daddy say if mummy scold just keep quiet.i did that.i wonder why mothers say they not only wan b a mother to their kids but also a friend.let me tell the definition of a friend to me.a friend is someone who listens to you and supports u.a friend doesn't mock u when ur in the wrong but a friend will tell u indirectly that ur wrong.a friend won just shoot at u just like that and tell u ur in the wrong.thts what a friend means to me.then i told my mum how i felt and instead of saying sth abit nice she was like shooting back at me.now i tell u.im not the type who will allow people to just shoot at me.im someone who talk to people about my probs when i feel like it.i dont blurt out my prob like tht just cause u asked if i have any probs.i'm not like tht and pls accept the way i am cause that is me.so after that i went into my room and cried myself to slp and the next morning my mum wasnt at home.can u possibly believe how i felt right at that moment?very painful you know.so then mitch called say wana meet then my mum called and asked my bro if what i was doing and i heard my bro say "she going out" then i asked him why he said that then he was like "i said MAYBE u going out" that is a big difference you know.but in the end i didn.i think mum was shocked when she went back she saw me sweeping.bla.

i think about a week ago.after i took my medication.i had a nap.i had a dream.it was undescrible.i saw my late granddaddy in my dream.i duno why but i was so happy until i cried.(i always cry whenever i dream of my grandfather cause im always so happy)then guess what he said to me "jangan nangis" means "dun cry" i was so happy.then i went to him and salam him.his hand was kinda weak.then i held his hand and we walked together.i couldnt rmb where we were cause it was kinda dark with lamposts around.maybe on the street.and the dream ended.i woke up crying.i was sad and happy at the same time.i miss him so so much!i cant believe im tearing right now as i type.but i miss him like a gezillion much.im so thankful to heaven for letting me dream of him.if my grandfather i reading this (if they have internet in heaven that is hehe) i want him to know i love love love him so much and that i miss him loads loads.thank you.

and one last thing.in case people are wondering.

i have got nothing more to do with fifi already ok.so stop disliking me for having a bf or whatever u wana call him.i don't like that friends disregard you just because u changed and have a bf.im ni a mixed sch what do u expect?i have crushes on guys.im going thru puberty damn it.and of course as u grow u tend to change.think about it ok if u think ur fren is changing into bad or good and that u urself isn't changing.please ok.stop thinking that im the bad one here.i never judged u for changing urself or ur image or ur style or ur behaviour or whatever.i still love u the way u are deep inside but it seems u dun love me(i dun care u likve or love me as a fren or what) for who i am inside anymore.sorry if i disappointed you in anyways.i never meant to make u think that way but if thats the case.i feel sorry for u cause u just lost a friend who loves u.

yay im back alrady.actually about an hr ago.haha.had fun today.lemme tell u what happen oright.morning go sch.the 1st time in yr 2006 i reached sch ALMOST late.the song was already playing and finishing.hehe.oh and after national anthem bloody dm skali walked past the class and i was like "WTF(in my heart la)" and i think she was checking people's socks and not paying attention on people's hair.HAHA!scary man.

then after that had TAF i was a loner for like 5 mins until rach joined me.and after TAF was PE sia!but the best part was that mr rizal say TAF people don't need run around the block 3 times cause already had warm ups!weehoo!so me n rach sit and talk to mr rizal.he's going to the concert and got free ticket i tell u!no fair.so i asked him lah."tcher after concert treat us supper lah!" mr rizal "aiyoh where can?" haha.i tell u it's damn funny can.haha.then we all went basketball court practise pass the baton.jin not in our grp!argh.then tcher say if we all got improve we can play games next tuesday.but then it so happens my team was running with leong that grp then they allwant to purposely lose.how can they like that?everything also don't want do!that was so not cool.and they are not even enthu lah!i don't like them so much.i think i should exclude cas on this.then when run that time they "ran" instead.know what im sayin?then tcher scold them and told us no games on tuesday.aiyoh.why they all like got stupid problem one.want act cool but cannot.wah liao whey.it's PE for gdness sake.then after that has LIT.lit is nice lah cause of the fact tcher tells us interesting stories about the past.haha.then had recess.me and jin went to photocopy sci ws but then long queue so i finished up my sci hmwk instead which was incomplete.haha.i asked yash to print for me.so i gave him my 45cents.then recess ended so me n jin go queue up.waste time sia.shouldn't have.about roughly 10 people were at the photocopy place there never go queue up.so the sian man.ok ok.fast forward.i dint hand in maths hmwk.and zuo ye also.and i and judd skipped make up sci lesson cause we couldn't be bothered.we instead went lunch with sanjana and andrea.haha.me n judd planned to go home and sleep but who cares.we had 3 stops.macs to yakun then to swensens.haha.sanjana provided me with money for macs.yakun i share money with andrea.(andrea is such a nice girl!) and swensens i just watched sanjana and andrea eat ice cream.b4 going to swensens me n judd went to geat.judd bought ice cream and i had a bite.no nice to me.so we sat and talked crap.sanjana and andrea went to toilet.and so i was bored i borrowed andrea's phone to take pics of myself.so i started taking lotsa pics of myself.but b4 that i informed that IM IN LOVE WITH MYSELF.in short im just vain.haha.and then they go phtocopy choir notes and came back and practised singing.before they came i n judd were crazily taking pics and stupid ones.and we took really cocky videos.muhaha.very funny.cant wait to get back my hp to infared all the pics and videos.hehe.we went to swensens and drank water.i borrowed andrea's phone again.hehe.took pics.and i also borrowed sanjana's phone.hehe.was crazy lah.then judd left for tuition.hehe.and the best part was.ANDREA LIVES IN HOUGANG!BLOCK 533!so near my hse there.er people out there pls dun stalk my dearest andrea.pls stalk me instead my block is 437.HAWHAW!haha.supr coolness.so we went back together.we took 135 and then took 80.we slept in bus 80 and then i thought i was dreaming and i heard someone say "excuse me!girl." then i realised i wasn't cause the uncle beside me was leaving.haha.we were sitting right at the back fyi.i only realised how near andrea's blk was to mine when we got down at the bus stop.my goodness.then i took 62 back home.only 2 bus stops.sian.haha.and i reach home watch tv and i just finished blogging about my day today.

CHAO TATA!cant wait for tmr night.going to have dinner with jin.haha.but she's not my bf.aww.but it's still romantic lah.hehe.love u all.

ahacks!haha.what is "ahacks"?is it suppose to me a laugh or sth?haha.i find it funny cause it's like how do u bloody pronounce it or how do you laugh like that?"AHACKS AHACKS?"haha.i know i laugh like this when i got nothing to do in class it go sth like this ."*start calling jin for no reason and smiles weirdly at her until she stares back*heeeeeheeeee!!!!*starts singing until others like charis get irriated cause i always kick her chair*"ok that was so irrelevant.but my case here is what the hell is ahacks and if its a laugh, how do you laugh it?haha.

ok i just came back from sch.keep wanting to post from last last time before u were born.i think that statement was abit over.ahacks?haha.supposed to have drama but suddenly dont have.so sian.than eat with jin n rachel.supposed to go back after that but heavy rain and then rach want us wait for her.so wait lorh.then took pics on her hp.bleah.before eating we actually was suppose to do classboard.but as usual i ended up playing.ahacks!i took the black and tie around my nec pretending to be supergirl "my name is supergirl but you can call me supergirl" then andrea and sanjana laugh.haha!then keep posing here n there.rach judd sanjana n andrea stripped their shoes and socks and painted their feet then print on the paper.i was busy painting their feet and being supergirl.ahacks.oh n btw.sanjana and andrea are not from 2J!they are just imposters lah trying to be extra.haha.on and sanjana learns malay to my surprise.mr muhamad walked past the classroom then went into our classroom.i thought he want scold us sia.skali i just said "ahh..ohh.we decorating the classroom!" then i think he ALMOST smiled.then he said "keep your noises down and clean after u done if not tomorrow i will find you ah!" i dont know if he was saying to us in a nice manner or trying to scold us manner?he's a complicated guy.no one understands him.

every morning wake up must spray hair that means everyday must wash.so sian leh.people with long hair should understand my feelings.my hair is red brownish.argh.but fret not it's not the whole head.i still have black hair only that must in need of covering up.aiyoh aiyoh.that bloody black spray cost $10.90 leh!jin belanja 90 bloody cents.stoopid sia but thanks anyways.i was out of cash already.alot people ask me buy palty.but then it's like $13.90 and the bottle small lah.waste money only.at least the one i buy is chinese brand.but bottle is bigger than palty's.ahacks!haha.went dm walk past classromm keep looking at me.stoopid.i think dm is bloody jealous of people whose mums allow them to colour their own hair.and she's jealous of people with more than 2 ear holes and people who put earsticks in all of them.and she's jealous of people who wear earrings cause she can only afford those really plain ol' gold ear stud.and she's jealous of people who wear short skirts.and she's jealous of people who wear ankle socks.she's just damn bloody jealous of people MORE FORTUNATE than her.she is so...dumb.haha.but i think last week she keep looking for me until cannot find me she give up but beware she lurks everywhere man!haha.i rmbd on monday during recess.haha.i havnt bought my hair spray and judd SUDDENLY UNKNOWINGLY wore sport shoes new balance with pink colour.haha.so we scared get caught by dm so we planned to hide in toilet skali no time.then we hide behind canteen lorh.haha!then the uncle walk past us then like look at us for a moment man.haha.then went classes were released to go back classroom we realised another 2 boys also hide behind the wall.but it was the climbing wall at basketball court there.haha!then went a class passed by we joined the line.so zun sia.haha!

aww.so sweet times we all had in tk man.the sch sucked and i believed those who went to tk was just accidental and we all regretted but then again all we need is unity.haha.stoopid.i mean like great minds think alike kinda thing.last year i rmb orientation principal say she was so proud student applied for tk as first choice.i went asking ard and believe it or not IT ISN'T TRUE!haha.so pai seh one lah she.only one action infront of parents.then early morning must stand in front of whole sch sing national anthem.so extra.bleah bleah bleah.

i don't know what else to post about.alot of nice things happened this week but i need go cook rice now.mummy on the way home right now teehee!i'll post again soon aite.peace out.happy belated birthday jill.you'll only get your birthday prezzie when u are free for me.ahacks!haha.oh and i miss ruby alot alot.can't wait to see you this friday!i still thinking of what to wear for friday night.hehe.love you all.chao tata.haha.bubye.ahacks.loves.

yaya.long time me no post liao.hehe.like 1 month plus.haha.seriously i thought i put on like tons of weight but only 1kg.HAHA!so cool.oh and my height hormones aren't raging that well so people who aren't vertically challenged pls DO NOT stand to close to me.oh and i want ask jill.how tall are you jill?hehe.i think if jill were to be taller than me one day, i think i can be considered vertically challenged!haha.i don't want to be short!i got so much to post about.hehe.but i don't know where to start.i this whole week neh go school.cool right.just now i called jo at 2pm.ask her come over.hehe.told her i got ps2 and she was like "okok!".haha.wanted to invite more people but all got their own business to do don't care zakk liao.haha.we play like so many games ah.but before that we went lunch downstairs my hse there.i treat her and i only had 10 bucks.haha.coolness.we ate roti prata kosong, carrot cake, french freis and chicken wing.we shared limeade cause got no jolly shandy.haha!it's like we eat the meal so multi racial.haha!then in the end we bought teh peng.haha.it's mly mah.haha!then after we go play games until 7 like that then jay go home.oh and jay is jo.haha.our 2006 names.new and improved only that jay sounds gay if ya know what ima saying.HAHA!

i miss the sec4s.wonder how they doing right now.alot working some go orientation or whatever shit you call the things lah.i was thinking where i wana go after my Os and i think i'm choosing temasek poly cause they got designing over there.that is if i don't get into NAFA lah which is like the school of arts or sth.i'm thinking of going for drama that kinda thing.as long as it has sth to do with arts i'm happy.my mum was talking to my bro abt tp last night and i blurted that i wanted to go tp cause got design and my mum gave me that you-are-so-so-so-not-going-poly look.i mean like i know it's for my own good lah that my mum decides for me when i'm still young but then again, it concerns my interests and of course my precious future.she want me go jc but i want to pursue my dreams.to become someone of much worth honouring.haha.that's too much but i still at the bit least want people to know me for my work.my hard work.it's like u want me study law but i'm not interested and i don't concentrate hard and then my future kena affected just cause i have no interests in law.u see nowadays so many lawyers in sg.only a handful are well-known.i'm not saying that i want EVERYbody to know me but all i'm trying to say is i want to pursue my interests and form them into a career that is able to MAKE me grow well and earn.o kla.my eng not good lah so don't mind i talk shit.i just don't want my mum to make decisions without my consent.it's not right.i think.don't you think so?people have a say at this can?i need your opinions orite.help me?tag my tagboard aite.

peace out!