Disappointed, yet again.

I think the word "PROMISE" should be banned.

Seriously know.

Promises are meant to be broken. Right?

So what the hell does promise actually mean?

Sheesh.

I'm leaving tomorrow!

Bye bye fucked up place.

Chao.

Hello world.

I'm back and will be leaving again soon.

Singapore is such a condemmed place. Seriously.

Even the people are. Even the ones close to you are.

I come back and everyone is asking me to do this and that and what not.

Oi, some respect please?

I know I'm only a kid and my words shouldn't be taken seriously. However, it isn't that hard to determine if I'm unhappy, right?

Bodoh.

Whenever I'm around, you start talking about how great others are and that I should be like them. When I'm not around, you talk about how you "missed" me.

Bullshit.

Everyone is doing it know.

Fucked up brother of mine. Spends his money modifying "our" PSP but I don't get to use it. I know I only paid for a small fraction of its cost. I doubt his gf paid any amount for it.

BUT I HAVE TO GET HIS PERMISSION TO UTILISE IT. SHE DOESN'T.

I ONLY HAVE A LIMITED TIME PERIOD TO UTILISE IT, SAY A NIGHT?! SHE DOESN'T.

THE GAMES IN IT ARE ACCORDING TO HER LIKING. NOT MINE. EVEN WHEN I UTILISE IT.

THEN WHEN I'M HALFWAY PLAYING A GAME, HE TAKES IT OUT AND SAYS I CAN PLAY IT LATER. WHICH I DON'T GET TO.

Unfair, right?

My bro uses my studded belt without my permission. So I asked him why.

"I'm your brother! Is it wrong to share?"

"You call that share? You spoil everyone of my things that you SHARE!"

Okay, I don't really mind since YOU'RE MY BROTHER.

BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO SPOIL MY BELT BY MAKING IT ALL FLIMSY AND THE STUDS ALL COMING OFF WITHOUT REPLACING THEM.

"I'm going to buy the studs and put it in for you tomorrow laa!"

"Rightt.."

"Why are you always so negative?"

"Because you're a liar?"

Sickening, right?

If you take good care of my things, I wouldn't mind lending you ALL my things. But if you're gona ruin them then I suggest you back off. Which you wouldn't of course.

AND HELL YOU SPEND SO MUCH ON YOUR FUCKED UP GF YET I CAN'T EVEN BRING YOUR MP3 OVERSEAS AND I DIDN'T EVEN SPOIL IT?!

YOU SCRATCH MY CDS AND SAY IT'S OKAY?! THEY ARE FUCKING SPOILT. USELESS.

Yes, it's wrong for me to think that my brother is bad cause he's actually "not".

Okay la, continue bringing your gf to fancy restaurants when your pay comes in every month when you already promised to bring me out for dinner. Continue buying her expensive gifts, LIKE AN MP3. Continue spending time with her.

I'm more comfortable being alone in Msia then waiting for everyone to come home. More like rotting and decaying and decomposing and wasting my life.

My fault, I'm being selfish. Sorry.

That's just my brother. Don't get me started on my mother.

Chao.

Hours more to go and Ima be witnessing the greatest show. I'm feeling quite uneasy because people are already going to start queueing up at 6am.

This time, it's no joke. LP is hardcore man, way worse then FOB. If I'm going to show up at 11am for LP, I think I'd be at the back.

I'm afraid of moshing too. Due to the fact that I hate people touching me all over especially if they are all sweaty and dirty, and I don't wana get hurt. HAHAHA.

Oh well.

Fiany can't make it for breakfast. I'm like, going to kill myself soon.

I'm really worried right now. Should I go there myself now?

Damn you Marcus.

Jo says all Marcuses are ANNOYING and that I totally agree. It's like they're taboo or sth, like a curse. Ya dig?

We have decided. It's called MarCurse!

Geddit? No? Yes? You stupid da! You smart da! Kapeesh.

I don't know what to wear. Oh man. I'm like, dying right now.

See my face!

Something's not right.

Oh wait, I'm hungry. But then again?

I blame MarCurse. Biatch.

Should I make my hair stand? Like this..

Should I? Should I?!

Ahh, I hate this.

Oh well, I'm leaving for Msia tomorrow.

I'll be back next week so yah. Bet you guys won't miss me. Hmph!

Even Jin and Marcus are ganging up against me. I think they're up to some Anti-Zakk scheme or sth. Babi hell.

Sheesh.

So yah, bye people. I won't miss you!


My gf is so the panas.

Chao.

Yay, I got more pictures of the reunion! Ripped from Gill's blog. Whoopie!

They are actually pictures of the 911team and/or Double S. Haha. Talk about cliques. I'm actually involved in a coupla them. Hohoho. Famous mah.

HAHAHA.







Jill, compare your skin tone to mine, I'm still darker la. Omgzxzx. I should totally do something abourrit. Sheesh.

Oh well. If you've noticed, the pictures are taken in my messy bedroom. Whoo. I lurvvit!

I lurbe chew all berry much larzxzx.

Chao.

Yesterday's 5/6 Joy reunion was a success. More than half the class crammed into the living room of my place. Everyone was talking and talking and whining and whining about the heat and the food and what not.

I got to see most of my old friends and god have they changed.

We ordered 6 boxes of Canadian Pizza. Not enuff. Everyone was hungry. We also had cake and fruits! And drinks. Yay! Then everyone got stuck to the tv. Hahaha.

Okay, I got a few pics with me. So yeah, I'll upload them and show them to you aight.






Jo and Glor slept over. Was really fun. We watched Disturbia and American Pie.

And had maggi at the same time. Glor and Jo slept at 3am while I continued to watch Ellen show until 3.30am and I went to bed.

Woke up at 1pm the following morning. Crazy.

Watched Monster House while eating lunch. And they left.

Great memories.

I miss you all a lot a lot nyaxzxzxzxzx.

Muchos Gracias for everything. Muacks.

Chao.

Hmm. Lemme tell you a thing or two about having a great day.

It's the holidays and you're supposed to have fun. However, there are extended lessons. What the heck, skip 'em!

Then be woken up by a phone call at 12.08pm.

"ZAKKK WAKE UP! DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME IS IT?!"

Then, go join your friends for jamming. The better part, you get to meet new friends and start spewing vulgarities at them. Haha, good socialising skills if you've reached the thrash-talking.

After jamming, nothing to do? Go to your friend's house and play his xbox. Make sure you're the only sex around.

Meaning, if you're a girl, make sure the rest of your friends you're with are guys. And vice versa but that's rather gay so yeah avoid that.

Start thrash-talking and scolding everyone who crosses your path. Make sure you're heard loud and clear. Shout to the whole world! See if I care. Ha.

Make sure you reach home before your parents do so you don't get screwed upside-down, inside-out. Watch out!

So, yeah that's just the first day.

Next day.

You decide to go to school, or rather was forced to by your nagging mother. And you hitch a ride with your best mate. Happy happy.

Then, you start getting bored during class. An idea strikes. You decide to skip the last lesson and go straight home with your mate.

Yup. Confidently leave the school boundary and head to the nearby mall to get the essentials.

Never forget to get bubble tea! It's very important! Esp when it's going for $1 and it tastes super-duper-funky-fuckin' awesome. Ya dig?

Have fun at your friend's house. Do stupid things like, walk around half-naked, or finish the cookies, or laugh out loud (LOL?). Just be crazy.

After a few hours when you had enough fun, go home!

Be a good kid. Stay in school. Don't take drugs. No smoking. Eat your vegs. Don't fuck up.


So yeah, run along and goof off. No homework to be done you understand!

Good.

I had a blastin' week and so should you.

Peace.

Chao.

Meet my girlfriend, the perfect girl of my dreams, the one and only, my biatch, my all...


I'm head over heels in love with her.

Chao.

I thought I almost died just now. Seriously. But I felt better after throwing my dinner up. Oops.

It's morning now. Early, early morn and I'm still awake. Naughty naughty.

I hope I'll be able to wake up to go to school cause there's Art lesson! Whoopee..

Oh whatever, I've better news.

I'm going to get my $150 ticket to see LP today! Yeah, I'll be right in front of the stage. Staring into Chester's eyes...

Whoo! Yay me.

Well, this time, I told my bu about it and she was totally cool about it.

Here's a snippet of the convo we had over the phone..

Z : Mummy, so can I go a concert? Okay, not a concert. It's a band.

M : What's it about?

Z : Erm, it's Linkin Park. Ya know.. the band.

(She totally was against my bro listening to LP last time, during Chester's screamo days. Miss 'em!)

M : ... Okay.

Z : Uh? Can? Oh. Okay.

M : How much is it?

Z : A hundred, fifty...

M : What?

Z : No wait lemme explain.. I was thinking.. Hehe. Can you like sponsor me fifty bucks? Then, I'll pay the rest..

(I was thinking of more things to say to her to convince her... AND!)

M : Okay. Sure..

.....

AND I WAS LIKE WTF?! I was like so... NO WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE HOW I FELT.

So I thanked my bu, of course.

So yah, I'm getting my ticker tmr! And am going with Marcus, my erhemKINKYerhem friend. Hehehe.

I'm a happy bitch.

Sadly, neither Rad nor Fifi has sent me any pics. Sigh.

Fret not, I'll upload mine soon, but not now. Am too tired.

It's 2.34am. Cool shit.

Chao.