Hello world.

I'm back and will be leaving again soon.

Singapore is such a condemmed place. Seriously.

Even the people are. Even the ones close to you are.

I come back and everyone is asking me to do this and that and what not.

Oi, some respect please?

I know I'm only a kid and my words shouldn't be taken seriously. However, it isn't that hard to determine if I'm unhappy, right?

Bodoh.

Whenever I'm around, you start talking about how great others are and that I should be like them. When I'm not around, you talk about how you "missed" me.

Bullshit.

Everyone is doing it know.

Fucked up brother of mine. Spends his money modifying "our" PSP but I don't get to use it. I know I only paid for a small fraction of its cost. I doubt his gf paid any amount for it.

BUT I HAVE TO GET HIS PERMISSION TO UTILISE IT. SHE DOESN'T.

I ONLY HAVE A LIMITED TIME PERIOD TO UTILISE IT, SAY A NIGHT?! SHE DOESN'T.

THE GAMES IN IT ARE ACCORDING TO HER LIKING. NOT MINE. EVEN WHEN I UTILISE IT.

THEN WHEN I'M HALFWAY PLAYING A GAME, HE TAKES IT OUT AND SAYS I CAN PLAY IT LATER. WHICH I DON'T GET TO.

Unfair, right?

My bro uses my studded belt without my permission. So I asked him why.

"I'm your brother! Is it wrong to share?"

"You call that share? You spoil everyone of my things that you SHARE!"

Okay, I don't really mind since YOU'RE MY BROTHER.

BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO SPOIL MY BELT BY MAKING IT ALL FLIMSY AND THE STUDS ALL COMING OFF WITHOUT REPLACING THEM.

"I'm going to buy the studs and put it in for you tomorrow laa!"

"Rightt.."

"Why are you always so negative?"

"Because you're a liar?"

Sickening, right?

If you take good care of my things, I wouldn't mind lending you ALL my things. But if you're gona ruin them then I suggest you back off. Which you wouldn't of course.

AND HELL YOU SPEND SO MUCH ON YOUR FUCKED UP GF YET I CAN'T EVEN BRING YOUR MP3 OVERSEAS AND I DIDN'T EVEN SPOIL IT?!

YOU SCRATCH MY CDS AND SAY IT'S OKAY?! THEY ARE FUCKING SPOILT. USELESS.

Yes, it's wrong for me to think that my brother is bad cause he's actually "not".

Okay la, continue bringing your gf to fancy restaurants when your pay comes in every month when you already promised to bring me out for dinner. Continue buying her expensive gifts, LIKE AN MP3. Continue spending time with her.

I'm more comfortable being alone in Msia then waiting for everyone to come home. More like rotting and decaying and decomposing and wasting my life.

My fault, I'm being selfish. Sorry.

That's just my brother. Don't get me started on my mother.

Chao.