How would you feel if people don't trust you when you are really telling the truth? Moreover, how would you feel if you are standing in the queue waiting for your ez-link card to be process which took forever and adding on to that, you're sweating, tired and hungry and then the Mother messages you and "demanded" that she had given you 60 bucks to get new ez-link, top it up with bus stamp and the rest for sch? Obviously I had less than 40 bucks at that time and I felt very hurt at the way she replied my text. You want to get out of the hot sun asap but at the same time you are standing in line to buy food to satisfy your hunger with whatever money you're left with. I simply just replied "Mummy doesn't mean you think that I didn't go to school you can get angry at me anytime..I'm very tired and hungry I waited very long in the queue..Sorry if you are more tired than me..but I think I used up my money 4 recess and lunch and I don't remember you giving me 60 bucks.." I was about to cry when I was at walking in Hougang Mall I tell you. I bought the taiwan chicken and bubble tea and snacked on the way walking home. Then came another text "Sorry I'm not angry just wondering ... ..." I didn't reply. And then another "Go and buy food on the way back. Again I'm not angry just want to know. R u there?" I didn't want to reply. When I got home another text came in "Where are you now" R u ok??... ..." Still didn't want to reply. And then another text "Why no reply to all my msgs and calls?R u ok??I'm getting worried... ..." Then came few calls but of course I didn't answer. It's really really annoying when the Mother just doesn't understand how you feel at the moment especially when she's at the other side of Singapore far away from you. I don't want to cry. But I can't control. I just can't believe that she doesn't trust me. I'm sorry I have changed, not for the better but for the worse, but I believe I'm able to be better in time to come. I just need time. All this is just a phase that will go by eventually. I know you don't trust me like how you used to anymore. I know I can' t be trusted. But it's just the little actions that you show me that really affects me badly. Once again, I'm sorry.