Stop fucking putting the blame on me. I know I'm a disgrace. A disappointment. But can you please stop putting the blame on me? I'm already putting my best efforts not to fall apart. For you, for the family. I'm trying to be strong for you. I want to be the best I can. But please, can you give me a break.

Abang, can you please come home and stay with me forever? I really cannot take it anymore. I need you to protect me. I have no one else but you. Abang, please? I beg you. I need you so bad.