haha.something is wrong with blogger.com.hmm whatever.haven't been posting regularly cause i now post at friendster.haha.both lah actually.its just that more audience at friendster but probably people can't be bothered lah.haha.so i bought a new bra.now wearing it.haha.black colour.still thinking if i should wear to school.cause it's black lah.maybe friday then wear.i go ask rachel first.haiz.neck still sore.exams just in 7 days time.haven't study.i seriously want to but i have no interest!it's like i open and close the books.damn lah.i just wish i could ne naturally smart sia.it's like.urgh.life is shit for me right now.people think they know you but they don't.they treat you like some pushover but you just can't be bothered but in the end you feel something missing from your life.haiz.depression?i think so.but definitely no stress.why would i stress?no study.but i still think i need to sort out myself.what is me and what is not.i guess we just let mother nature do her thang on me and then i'll be just whatever i am.it's so bloody sickening right now with people you know and don't know all pretending.all lies.fucking bullshit.nonsensical crapping.stupid.it's no wonder i always hate people like this especially if the person is a guy who doesn't know how to treat a lady/girl right.fuck them all.you all shall be punished.live the lives of singlehood.stop going ard flirting with others.bloody fuckers.