I can't seem to comprehend why I've been making the worst life decisions this year. I don't believe in New Year resolutions but is that the very reason why? If I were to make a list, would I be one to follow through? I wouldn't think so.

It has been a difficult year no doubt, but I wouldn't think it is the most difficult one because so far, I've been pretty self-aware of every decision I follow through, even the bad ones.

I'm not sure where I'm really going with this, to be honest.