They don't love you like I love you. This time, I think I'm serious and if you think I'm not, go ahead and slap me by all means. I'll let you.

I'm so afraid you won't feel the same way. I know I'm not pretty. I know I'm not smart. And yes, I've gotten myself into a lot of shit and it doesn't really reflect well on myself.

Ah, how I wish I was different from what I am now. I feel like an asshole.

Chao.